3more days to our 4th month anniversary.
13october.
:)

Julian may not be the best guy in the world,
but he is the only guy who can make me this happy.
Yes, im easily contented.
as long as he is true to me, im happy.
but im not the best girlfriend in the world too.
im easily jealous.
and thats the biggest problem i guess.
main reason because my boyfriend is quite popular among everyone.
but im really trying my very best to be the best girlfriend.
sweetie, i love you!

101008.
GRADUATION CEREMONY.

to be frank, im feeling really miserable.
how many graduation ceremonies do i have?
it not like i have them every day or every year!
its only once after these 4years..
are you really that busy that you cant come?
are you really that sick you cant come?
stop lying to me lurh.
please larh.

do you actually want to know whats happening in school?
what about my friendships?
my boyfriend?
and most importantly,

my feelings?

when you asked me questions about my life,
why is it that it dint sound natural at all?
its like as if you're asking for the sake of asking.
i miss my daddy&mummy....
daddy's busy gambling and working.
mummy's busy clubbing and karaoke-ing.
i hardly have time to really talk out all my unhappiness.

so i guess, the only one who loves me as much as you do,but really shows that he cares,
is only Julian.
and im so lucky that i have him.

at lest i feel safe and loved when im with him.

his family is super strict.
his mum is so fierce.
his dad is so "cold".
his maid is so kpo.
his brother is so irritaing.
but his sister is quite nice to me.
i know i dont like his family,but suprisingly..
i dont hate them.
it really seems like how a family should be like.
little fights,protective parents.

& ofcourse, home cooked food everyday.

im too tired to blog any further.
thats all.