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exams coming ler.might not be blogging tht much.busy studying nowadays(x have chem tution twice a week.lots of study outings.plus maths remedial.arghhhh.going siao ler..
made eunice cheng pei me go popular t buy my chem&phy exam guide.lols,she darn lame lorhh. aft tht bf came t looked for me at th 72 busstop&sent me home.haoxiang joined us back. he darn funny larh.at busstop sit damn far away frm us.say dunwan b diandengpao.get in th bus paid by coins since i forgot t bring my ezlink card.but th stupid fck driver dun want let me get up th bus.say wht no ezlink cant get up bus.wth?but i dint care lurh.paid&get a sit at th back.&ofcos,haoxiang sat few sits infront&acted like he doesnt know us.so we ignored him.suddenly he come sit opp us.sit there read his dumb comic book&peep at us(x then whenever bf did something swt or intimate he will laugh.bf keep snatching his dumb comic.so cute lurh.not th comic,i meant my bf.aft awhile hx ran sumwhr else and sit.keep moving around lorh.irritating.he gong dao almst forget t get off at his stop.idiot~ me&bf was laughing at him.wondering when he gonna get down.he still blurblur loh. then bf called him&said bye t him.then he realised rch le-.-
bf&me wnt my hse dwnstairs de pasa-malam buy food eat.i said t jian fei de lorh.but in th end i bought many foods :x bf was so swt larh.i told him i sprained my back plus my bag very heavy.then he change bag with me.wth larh.his bag is tmd light lorh.dhen he complain tht i put gold in my bag.
pei me right till my door hse.when i open my door i hrd one of th tv was on.nobdy was sup t be at home lurh.but dad was.scared dao lorh.he suddenly walk out of his room.saw me&bf.LOL.then he said "HI,..your friend ah?" im like,isnt it obvious?you mean some stranger would send me home and carry my bag?&obviously thts cheesheng lurh.i got one bf only can?dumbass.aft awhile he jiu left home le.say go back to work.whtevr~ watched bf walk away till cant see him thru my room window..dad was sayin i biantai.watch people till like tht.
grrrrr~
studied all th way since i got home till 8.4hrs lorh.haha.big accomplishment.(:
anyway,i have t get back t my study ler.
byes people(:

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HPY BELATED FOURTH MONTH TO ME&BF(:
haha.yeah,yesterday was our fourth month! time really flies~ you might be thinkin,fourth month le,cnt be tht swt le barh..but hey,look at these &you'll change your thoughts.we're still as sweet as ever (x
well,its easy t maintain it this way.be tolerate&understanding.yarh,im not perfect.i may be very unreasonable at times,or maybe im just flaring up at you for no rhymn or reason.but you kept us going by giving in t me.&bf; trust me,im changing..i want t be th best girlfriend you ever had(: &i know im selfish but, you're nobody's but mine&ofcos your mummy's.or maybe even your daddy's. but thts all hur,no more than th three of us(:
yesterday during pe lesson,suddenly had my relapse.th only difference was tht ytd was much more severe.i couldnt sit straight at all.lucky kuanling noticed me. if she dint see me,guess i would just faint and roll under th bench,nobody can find me.LOL,its just th crap me&kuanling was talking about today.anyway,yah,it was very bad.VERY BAD~! i kept on vomiting gastric juice since i dint have anything for dinner&brkfst.felt so weak lurhh plus th giddiness makes me spin. julian called bf&told him im not feeling well.bf rushed over then came meryl.nobdy knows wht t do excpt meryl,since this isnt th first time she sees me like this.i guess they dint know but,seeing bf sort of calmed me down.at lest i dint have t breath abnormally for long.chenchen,yuhan,meryl,bf tried t bring me t th dnt toilet since i want t puke.but of cos,i was too weak t stand up&walk. so they took turns t drag me there.dragging was not a very bright idea,since my legs might break off.so they put me down&think of another way.ms angeline tan spotted us & came down t help.she suggested getting me a roller chair and roll me there.LOL!in th end,bf&meryl piggyback me.meryl piggybacked me t th toilet while bf get a chair for me t sit when im in th toilet.took quite awhile for them t decide whr t bring me t..so bf piggybacked me t th sick bay.i dint want bf t piggyback me since we're in th sch.HELLO?ITS A SCHOOL~!but ms tan agreed tht bf should get me there.HUH~ yupps,so i received many stares as bf carried me t th sickbay.ofcos i love it lurhh,but xin ku bf larhh.like wht meryl said,i am heavy.short&fat-mummy said tht.
I WANT T JIAN FEI~! )x
bf waited for me t end class even thou he ended 1hour ago.we wnt vivo(:
&ofcos our all-time-fav toys'r'us & toy'r'us LOL~ personal joke :DD
still working on my new blog.when issit gonna be rdy?exams coming le,so busy lurhh.i hate exams~

but i still love cheesheng♥
thanks for all th wonderful things.
ILY(:

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dint go to school cause of th stupid darn cramps. its soso painful lurh)x made it hard to concentrate on studying. woke up at around 9plus.ate breakfast&studied. studied my chinese compositions & physics. th compo book im reading is like so cheem lurhh.physics alrite,studying chapter 5 ler.(:
tmr's our 4th mth anni.bf's decision is like on&off.he awhile say want t go out celebrate,awhile say jst want t send me home,awhile say cant go out..durhh~ darling,can you jst simply make up your mind? ): i seriously dont want t stay home on an anniversary.but if you're rly busy,its alrite..i'll jst go&study w/ meryl somewhere quiet.i had been good girl nowadays.i studied w/o any persuasion or motive.i jst want t study hard,pass my examinations,get good results & get into t same poly as you(: i know its still long till then.but mummy said tht if i dont buck up now,its just gonna be too late.
i'll never be able t meet my targets&dreams.
talking about dreams,i had 2 very scary dreams last night tht caused me t burst awake crying.th content of th dreams were th same.i lost my bf.1st dream was abt bf breaking up with me&ignoring me&stuffs like tht.in th dream i was so pathetic.everywhr i go,i see him.but once i go up&talks to him,he ignores&walk away.&i remembered myself crying like siao.was rly tht pathetic.woke up by my alarm clock at 5am.felt my watery eyes&wet pillow..2nd dream was roughly th same.th only thing diff was tht,i dint even get to see bf.i went everywhr looking for him but i jst couldnt find him. th dream was so scary.i was so alone&helpless just looking for him.&ofcos,i was crying.pathetic)x
&this time,i was woke up by my 2nd alarm at 6.40am.its th alarm to wake me up when im in th bus incase i fell aslp!&&&my pillow's still wet,my watery eyes remained&my face was wet with my tears..i told meryl,"i dreamt tht bf left me.." &her reply was,"..change your dream lorhh."
these dreams better dont appear in real life.if i can cry just dreaming about it,i dont want t imagine if it really happens.i know it just gonna be worst.

boy,im really deeply in love w/ you.
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FRIDAY'S:
stayovered at meryl's aft choir.wnt town t get tj&kevin's bday present.shopped till almost 9plus.wnt back t meryl's since i was in TH mood again.meryl said i should just go t japan during th dec hols with him.then,i could get to celebrated his bday with him!yeah,"GREAT" idea X( ..watched matias maple while watching tv.since meryl slpt quite early, so i slpt in th living room.actually,i fell asleep :X
SATURDAY'S:
woke up &tv-ed till late afternoon before we left meryl's.i headed back home while meryl wnt t kevin's party.audition-ed for hours when i got home.played with meryl when she was at pc bunk.she lost every game(x but ofcos,thts her first few games of audition!meryl doesnt play games!actual plan was t meet meryl,matias,ernest&jeremy for a midnight movie&taunt at meryl's aft tht.but in th end,everyone dint want t go.pissed off& disappointed..wnt over t darren's.was sup to look aft him since my mum&his mum wnt overseas.but when i got there he alr got someone t accompany him. made him order mac for me.free dinner* had cramp,slpt quite early.
SUNDAY'S:
woke up with th cramp still in me.washed up&wnt t rivervale plaza with darren t get brkfst for th pigs&us.bought rotipratas&ice milo from mac.wnt back by darren's dad's car.decided not t have tuition since my cramp was getting worst&derrick's not in th mood t tutor.wnt home soon aft. changed&wnt out t meet shanice.sup t meet 2pm at tampines mrt station,but obviously she's late as usual.wnt TM,bought jess's present&walked around.seriously,i felt like a loner,walking around aimlessly.finally shanice arrived,whh was 3.30pm.one&a half hour wasted.took mrt t cityhall.brought her t pennisular plaza.bought my white skinny&her black skinny.shant talk about the size :X
town-ed.i bought 3 tanktops frm topshop.blue,yellow,red.shanice bought one blue.wnt forever21.
bought a black smiley top.but decided tht its for chuanhui's bday present.shared it with darren& dewei.brought my addidas watch for repair.could only get it back aft 2mths plus,no free repair.
some dumb kuku salesgirl/salesman sold me th watch without stamping th guarentee card.thanks t them,its a 45$ fee )x i wanna get a new watch~!

3more days.
its gonna be a quiet wednesday.
another no celebration anniversary.
our pathetic 4th month anni.
lets count~
celebrated our..
1st&2nd mth.
missed our..
3rd mth.(mst probably,4th month too?)
5th mth gonna be a friday..
choir&npcc,celebration ):
6th mth gonna be a monday..
no choir&npcc,HORRAY(:
rings as promised?
i guess thts enough.
shall continue th anni count aft 6th mth(x

no matter wht,
cheesheng,you ARE my everything.
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four more days~!
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6more days.
6more days.
6more days.
6more days.
6more days.
6more days~!
yeah,it just gotta count on.
fourthmonth&counting~

changed my blogskin.
dint go sch tdy..
having fever...
tht stupid mingteck cursed me lurhh..
say hope i nvr come school.
irritating~!
but maybe i got it frm meryl?
she's sick too..
lets pray tht i'll be fine tmr.
pang zi keep persuding me go sch tmr
so tht i can help him make his hair.
dun understand him lorhh.
scared jiu cut diao larhh,still keep for wad..
bf said tht he'll be celebrating his birthday in japan..
great~
im like so disappointed lurhh.
but no point,his visiting his dad..
if only i could tag along.
10days larhh,thou its still long till thn,
but,i'll miss him so lurhh..
he decided to miss th perth trip,

1. dun want to miss my performance
2. cant miss too many trainings

my science tuition starting soon..
&bf seems to be angry/busy..
darling,if you're angry,please dun be.i dint meant to make you angry der.
if you're busy,sorry for disturbing you yeah?

♥iloveyouso

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7 more days
one more week<3

count th days i love you,its never ending.
cause in th end,wht matters most is th hrt.

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8more days to 190907!
sweety fourth month♥
lalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

i love my dumbbell cheesheng(:
♥you're mine,im yours.
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"im not stupid,just lazy." this is wad i told myself on th way home from concourse.aft the talk with meryl,i realised,hey,im not a dumb kid,if i want to work hard,i can do anything i want! and i wondered,if one day,god decided to bring me back,will i receive everlasting life? or sent to hell.
i know i had been a bad girl.i lied,steal,fight,backstabbed,bitched.would God punish me because of this or would i receive everlasting life in heaven with him? i may be bad,but hello? i can be fairly good at times! well,at lest i tries to make a change in everyone's life.like wht i had told meryl earlier, no matter how much a person hates you,if you treat them nicely,you're breaking down barriers.
if one day, you decided to give up and hate th person or maybe you jst wna have nothing more to do with th person,you're running away from th situation.you're not facing your problems head on.
God created people around you to help you grow&realise th importance of everything.for example,
you're very bad with controlling your temper.God will let you know this person.your friend or enermy. th person might irritate you.you may be thinking,why did God create such an asshole?th big man is trying giving you an opportunity to overcome your temper! one part of the movie 'evan almighty' slapped me hard in th brain. if you prayed for closeness in your family,prayed for more time spent with th family,do you think God will just throw time at you or maybe tie you&your family members together?if you prayed for braveness,God plant braveness in you,or give you opportunities to be brave? if god made you brave without opportunities,its wasted.simply because,you'll nvr know how to use it.if he gives you chances to show braveness,well,then you'll be brave,&of cos you know how to use it!
“Give a man a fish; you have fed him for today.Teach a man to fish; and you have fed him for a lifetime”—Author unknown


just hired a home tutor for chemistry&physics.every sat,10am-12pm.once a week.its costly larh,but for improvement,my dad sacrificed.200bucks per month.i had this sudden remorseful feeling in me. my dad did so much for me,spent so much money on tutions(p4-sec2),piano lessons(p3-4),swimming(p3-5) lessons,etc,etc..
&i've not shown anything great in return.all i know is to waste th money,shopping,movie,play,slack.
i had not shown him any improvement in my life.my results had not improved,i dropped my piano lessons aft losing interest,stopped swimming aft getting tanned..i had made my father dissapointed in me.&of cos,my mum.thou she can be unreasonable at times,but she did all this for me.if she doesnt care,she wouldnt have bothered to sent me for tuition class,scold me for my absurd results,beat/slap me for being naughty.for any case,i should be grateful tht i have such a lovely parents.
well,i look at my results.if i did not slack on my studies,would i have landed in 3sincerity?its not a bad class.its just tht,i very well knew tht i could do much better then tht but i dint.i chose to be lazy.
look at my chinese results.60plus.hello?we're talking about chinese,not higher chinese!if i had continued to work hard,60plus wouldnt have been my chinese result.i could easily get an A1.but now,even my previous marks for higher chinese could beat my present chinese marks!i always get at lest a 70plus for my higher chinese.chinese,80plus/90? of cos,primary sch&secondary sch have different standards but,its all an excuse.if i studied hard,shouldnt i get better results or at lest maintain?if i got bad results in lower sec,i can say,still getting use to sec standards.but upper sec?
3rd yr & still trying to get use to it?

dear God,please help me with my management of time &responsibility,amen.
short&sweet.(:

tatars;
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1.You are walking to your boy/girlfriend's house.There are two roads to get there.One is a straight path to take you there quickly, but very boring.The other is significantly longer but is full of wonderful sights and interesting things.Which one do you take to get to your significant other's house, short or long? (Short)
The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.You chose the short road.You fall in love quickly and easily.

2.On the way you see two rose bushes.One is full of red roses, the other full of white.You decide to pick 20 roses for your boy/girlfriend of any one color or two color combination.What number of white and/or red do you pick? (20Red Roses)
The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return.You give 100% and expect 0% in return.

3.You finally get to their house.A family member answers the door.You can have the family member get your boy/girlfriend or go get them yourself? (Get him/her myself)
This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems.You like to get the person yourself.You are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.

4.You go up to your boy/girlfriend's room, but nobody is there.You decide to leave the roses.Do you leave them by the windowsill or on the bed? (On the bed)
The placement of the roses determines how much you like seeing your boy/girlfriend.You place the roses on the bed.You like to see him/her alot.

5.Later, it's time for bed.You and your boy/girlfriend sleep in separate rooms.In the morning when it's time to wake up, you go into his/her room and check on him/her.When you arrive, do you prefer him/her to be awake or asleep? (Asleep)
This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person as the way s/he is.

6.Now it's time to go back home.Do you take the short,plain or more interesting road? (Long)
The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.You chose the longer road.You will tend to stay in love for a long time.

this shows tht im a superduper nice girlfriend(:

went out with meryl&geokleng.was in a very bad mood when i first met them.
reason being,my top doesnt match my bottom,grrrr.
i was in such a mood i wna laugh&cry.
its jst another of th THE DAY.
th day whr my moods changes.
but all i need is a coke to get my mood right&high.
jst rched orchard jiu kena bugged by afew creppy ppl.
forced to help them with a survey,sweets.
but it so occurs tht miss kristle ng pei shan doesnt eat sweets.
not tht i dun eat sweets,but i dun enjoy eating sweets.
not say dun enjoy,jst doesnt eat often.(x
i was pissed off by tht guy who surveyed me.
he kept asking th same qst in btwn other qst.
so in the end i was jst nodding at wadever he asked.

do you eat sweets often? *nods*
i dun eat sweets!
mint sweets? *nods*
eeeeww,mint?
polo,frooze,m&n,tictacs,mentos? *nods*
ummm..i dun eat swts!
well,you get wad i mean.
in th end,he gave me a sample of a superduper mint swt.
i think its mentos,&mre qst abt th swt..
&of cos,a freebie,whh in my case,potato chips(:
geokleng couldnt take th survey since she doesnt meet one of th category.
its like so unfair ehhs!
i rather not take th survey!
&meryl took a very long time with th survey..

wnt cineleisure,bought tickets for evan almighty.
watching it for th 2nd time!
wnt to heeren to get a top to go with my bottom.
without it,my mood is...
shopped,shopped,shopped~!
wnt bck at 4.50 for the movie.
waited till like 5 then we're allowed to get in.
thou its th 2nd time i watched it,its still so ever funny lurhh!
tot of tht time i watched with bf(x
had crazy&silly moments aft the movie.
all three of us were darn high ehhs.
laughing&crapping nonstop.
pinching&smacking butts :DD
uhhhh,sick,but FUNNY(x
its like ppl around us were watching us clowning about.
&th two of them were laughing at my "dance"
"zuo bian,you bian,zuo bian,you bian,hou mian..."
*shakeshakes*(x

its the circle of lifeeeee~!
tatars;
i love koocheesheng(:

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there's a concert on 22nov,7pm in Singapore conference hall by HIHS,SGSS&PHS choirs. ticket pricing is $12.only for 3yr olds&above.its an annual concert.inform if you're interested,thanks.(:

mummy&daddy promised to be there on 22nov.well,thts a must thing ehh.its only right tht they are present to watch my performance,but obviously i dint force them.they forced me to let them go(x
mummy is not back frm msia yet.its like darn frking boring lurhh.stayovered at meryl's for 2nights. aunty asked me,"whrs your parents.."
"mummy overseas visiting friends..as for daddy,i cnt be bothered."
relationship btwn mummy&me is getting along better than before.its hard to explain why but..maybe because of the relationship btwn cheesheng,me&my mum?whenever me&cheesheng are talking on the ph,my mum always bother to listen.not tht she's eavdropping but i dint rlly mind anyway.she always made the phonecalls more interesting whenever we're getting out of topic¬hing else to talk about.whenever im "bullying" bf,she will help him "get revenge".once i made bf nvr to call me "wehh!",but i continuoesly "wehh-ed!" him.&my mum keeps calling me "wehh!"&hits my head through the day.its like so cute lurhh.haha(:
now tht i dint see her for 2days alr,im starting to miss her.(x
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!
she's coming back tonight!

had a terrible headache&fever aft getting ready to leave her hse for xtra maths lesson.its so bad i dint wanna go to school.in the end,i wnt bck to slp till 11plus.ordered mac brkfst since matias insisted on eating at home.eat le jiu wnt bck home le.so wanna see my boy lorhh.but he got npcc.
its choir day agn tmr.sectionals~!!
sectionals=hell&noise pollution.
hell-th teaching process
noise pollution-th npcc's "rhythmn-ed music"

tatars;missing you.
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stayovered at darren's house to takecare of him since his sick.the poor boy was having a fever but still using his handphone nonstop instead of resting.i was made to babysit him since mummy&co wnt pubbing again..its been the 3rd night lurhh.when issit gna be my turn?haish.i cant wait for the day whr i have my own house with my own family &only have a room for my parents.whr i get to go clubbing/pubbing&get to see my darling every single day&night(:
*POFF~!* wake up from your dreams!
anyway,gonna meet vanessa for orchard shopping soon.haven get ready my things..

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