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DEAR ALL..

im soooooooo bored.
tomorrow is physics mock exam/test.
&i never studied for it.
shannon&me told mr chan tht we're going t flunk our physics mock exams.
so he just stared at us and said,"then we concentrate on chemistry lorh.."
not like me&shannon will pass physics anyway.
but,im starting t wonder if i can pass my chemistry.
chemistry mock exam/test is on wednesday.
mock exams day after day..
but ppl who know me will just,
-.- and then, you also dont study der..
makes no diff.
shannon said something whh i tot its funny.
"we must start planning what t do during th 1&half hour of physics mock exam.."
die jiu die le larh.aft th exam must really chiong physics.
science at lest must get c5 barh?

L1R4-17
ENG-B3
CHI-B3
MATHS-A2
COM.SC-C5
COM. HUM/ART-B4

if only,
eng-B3
chi-A2
maths-A1
science-b4
hum/art-B3/B4
L1R4=14

if i fail my olvls..
i wont want t study ever again.
i meant it.
even if it means getting low pay job,i dont want t restudy sec4.
or get into ITE.
but i know if i dont study hard enough,thts how im going t end up t be...




pinghan;
if you haven found out,my short lil paragraph on 16march is for you. >.<
i should not be giving a damn about your decisions and stuffs,but i have got nothing better t do anyway.

deeply in love w/ a wrong guy when you can get into a better relationship,

1. you are only sec1.
2. there's still a long way ahead of you.
3. he's not th only good guy around.
4. you'll meet many other nice guys.

although MR NICE is already dating me..
oh well,what can i say? :D

you must be thinking, sec1 jiu cannot love anybody meh?
ofcos,you can.
just tht,i can tell you.
at this age,if you fall out of love,you'll never know what t expect.
it would be hard for you t go thru a 2nd relationship because you never knew what caused th breakup in th first.

but i believe that,if you have never fall hard enough,you'll never know how t cherish another.
im not afraid t admt,i had been thru it.
so now i know.
i know how it feels like t be betrayed by your loved one.
i know what its like t b alone.

and i never will want t go thru all this again.

.
.
.
.
.
.

if you want t go for it,i will just watch lorh.
im not trying t sound ruthless but, we're not exactly very close anyway.
and now im startin t wonder if im gibberishing rubbish&craps here.

but anyway,whatever decision you make,its YOUR decisions.
i just dont want t see you sad..)x

o.O
its soooooooooo mushy.
yuck,but forget it.

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he was supposed t leave after th show since its alr 4plus.
but he decided t send me home instead.

he was so cute lurh.
when taking photo he was like,"take th sky!"
OMG! damn cute right? haha.
cos in th show, hiro wanted t take a photo with mika.
but in th end took part of their face and th rest was th sky..(:
i was telling boyfriend,"maybe one of my ex broke up with me becos he had cancer too?"
and he laughed at my silliness.

speaking of silliness..
last tuesday we had chinese remedal after sch.
we had t write a chinese essay during tht time larh.
and wynne asked,"what is desperate in chinese?"
so sasa trying t b smart replied,"卑鄙!"
&i tried t be even smarter said,"卑鄙 is not desperate,卑鄙is despo.."
and i was so sure of it till everyone started laughing.
then sasa stared at me,"isnt despo desperate?"
xD

siasuey can?
everybody would be laughing at her 卑鄙=desperate.
but in th end i said stupider things that covered over hers.
despo does not = t desperate.
-.-

.

.

.

look at bf's stupid face!
but still,i looooooooooove him t bits.
thou he does many stupid things..
:DD

HAHA!
he loooooove t smell my hair.
xD
cos i use herbel essences(:








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will be going over t sasa's place for english project.
i have a feeling its gonna be another slack-at-sasa-place-and-play day.
lets hope its otherwise.
or we will fail another project..










JOJO;
dont be sad alrite?
dont forget,anything we will be here for you.
we're just a call away.
i will meet you anywhr at anytime as long as you need me.
no matter what, just dont bottle up your emotions and leave us wondering what is wrong with you.
we promised t let each other know whats bothering us and made us cry,remember?
whoever who doesnt abide with this, IS A PIG.
so,dont be a pig and share everything with us.
just like how you share your food with me!
HAHA!


FOOOOOOOOOOOD!
im hungry..
dont blame me, i never ate dinner okay..




i love my boyfriend&eating.
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20march2008.
10months&1day.
ytd was 10months anniversary.
but we dint celebrate.
i had choir&bf had prepare for his npcc interview whh is on today.
so we decided t celebrate on friday instead!

i sooooooo wanna watch sky of love.
ever since sasa told me about it...
talking about saving money.
so,if eveything goes on smoothly,we should be watching it tmr!
yippeeeee!


i loooooove looooooooooooooooooove my boyfriend.
but he doesnt know how t organise his time.
unlike me,HAHAH! :DD











o lvl's seems t be coming on very soon.
by th tone of all th teachers,parents&stuffs.
but still,i dont want t study hard.
i keep telling myself, later..later..
i will study once i reach home..blahblah..
i never did!
but at lest,im paying attention during chem lessons!

ms lim read out our chinese olvl target she set for us today..
i was super upset lurh.
th target for me is b4.
i dont mean t b a bitch,but i deproved alot.
chinese had been my strongest subject..
but now,from an A2 t a C5.
what t do?
mingteck was looking thru my report book th other day..
he was laughing about my grades.
"HUH? A2 drop t C5?WHY LIKE THIS?"
sad,but what t do? too bad lorhh.
fffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkk.





i dont want t think about it.
so sick of it lurhh.
haish,shall go sleep now.
i know its only 9.25pm but,im kinda tired.


i need enough rest.
in case fall asleep watching th movie.
gagaa.


byes for now.
i ❤ my boyfriend.
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saturday's
went for spiderwick w/ mingteck,edwin,JOJO.
jojo,edwin&me met up at hougang mrt and wnt ps for lunch while waiting for mingteck t end his project.


thai-expressed.


we decided t eat before mingteck arrives since he th vegetarian would only eat at food court.
walked t cathay just t catch th show.
had lots of fun as usual larh.
going out w/ mingteck = lots of fun guaranteed.
i hearby pronounce him as one of my girlfriends!
he's such a pretty girlfriend!


:D
was sup t go t sentosa t celebrate yy's bday.
but dint really want t go,so we dint go lurh.
wanted t play pool at lavender,but mingteck had t left for home t fix his modem.
1 down, 3 t go.


left with 3 people,pooling wouldnt be much of a fun.
so went cineleisure for kbox instead.
meryl camed t joined us.





7.30-10.30pm at cineleisure.
we went for th buffet package whh cost us $37 each.
x/

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not in th right mind t blog now..
too sick&tired.










say GOODLUCK, for tmr's performance.
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im so pissed off.
what?i dont sound like i am?
IM PISSED OFF!
not very convincing?
IM FUCKING PISSED OFF LARH! FUCKING BITCH!
you can let me vent my anger on you by letting me bite off your arms.

any kind soul will ask me out on this freaking heavy rain?
someone who have a car t drive me around?
i so want t go out and not stay at home.
if you want me t stay home,on one condition..
get her out of th house!

i know tht if she sees this she will be feeling so hurt and stuffs.
i bet she will start crying and threatening t suicide or return back t her home in msia.
butyou know what?

i rather she sees this.
i cant stand her not working and staying at home doing nothing.
she said tht there's no job suitable for her.
wtf do you expect?
a CEO or manager position?
please,you're not as smart as you think you are.
can you just settle for a simple job.
at lest tht will keep you away from home and wasting time.
i know im not in th best position t tell you tht.
but i can tell you,even daddy wants you t work.
but he cant say anything about it.
once he say tht,you will accuse him of mistreating you.
and push all th blame t him..
screaming about his gambling behaviour.

i hate his gambling behaviour too.
but one thing for sure is tht,he listens.

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[One] Who was your last text from?
JOJO(:
[Two] Where was your default picture taken at?
at my hse voiddeck..
[Three ] What's your middle name?
NG?
[Four] Your current relationship status?
attached t koo chee sheng! <3
[Five] Does your crush(s) like you back?
yeahhhh.
[Six] What is your current mood?
boreddd..
[Seven] What's your mom's name?
cindy
[Eight] What color shirt are you wearing?
BLACK.
[Nine] What was the last thing you drank?
COKE!
[Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
no,i still wanna be with bf(:
[Eleven] Have a crazy side?
hmmmm..i guess so..
[Twelve] Ever had a near death experience?
if falling off a motorbike is considered..
[Thirteen] Something you do a lot?
missing him.. o.O
[Fourteen] Angry at anyone?
i guess so..
[Fifteen] Do you wanna see her/him now?
NOPE. [:
[Sixteen] Name someone with the same birthday as you?
PEIYI! she's my colleage from previous job!(:
[Seventeen] When was the last time you cried?
yesterday.
[Eighteen] Who would you do anything for?
cheesheng&BFFs&family?
[Nineteen] Who is your idol?
fahrenheit!(:

im so bored..

2nd quiz(:

"Who was your last?"

1. had beer with?
jojo;ahlian;wyn;jiahui
2 .Went to the movies with?
boyfriend(:
3.Went to the mall with?
cant rmb..
4.Talked on the phone with?
jojo.
5. Made you laugh?
SASA.
6. You hugged?
debra.


WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
neither.
2.Be serious or be funny?
funnayeeeeee.
3. Drink whole or skim milk?
whole.
4. Die in a fire or get shot?
shot.i wanna die pretty.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1.Sun or moon?
moon
2. Winter or Fall?
winter! i loooooooooove snow.
3. Left or right?
right.
4. Sunny or rainy?
rainy.its romantic(:
5. Peach or Pear?
pear.
6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cutit?
twirl.
7. Do You Cook?
YES, & im proud of it!(:
8. Current mood?
bored like fck.


IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
kissed&got kissed.(x
2. Sang?
sure.
3. Been hugged?
YUPP!
4. Danced Crazy?
hahaha, yes.
5. Cried?
yupps.



3rd quizz.
know how bored i am alr?

1. Silly name you were called by your close friends?
POOPOO
2. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
chocolate/cookies&cream.
3. What movie/s are you waiting for?
leap years&skies of love&rule no 1&the eye
4. If you wanted to be in a band,what would you want t be?
drummer?(:
5. What is the weirdest thing you've ever eaten?
cant rmb..
6. Do you want to live with your gf/bf forever?
idk.
7. Where is the place you want to be right now?
anywhr fun.
8. What song are you listening to?
JOJO&SASA's audition song..
9. If you were given the chance to show your talent on stage, what would it be?
what?like sing?(x
10. who's your crush?
...


THERE! im super duper uber bored.

&fourth..
i bet nobody'a gonna read it anyway..

1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty?-
taken.
2) Are you happy with that?-
no.i dont like th term "taken". I WANT HIM TO BE MINE!(:
3) Would you still kiss your ex?
no.
4 ) Have you ever had your heartbroken?-
countless times..
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?-
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
6) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?-
yeah.
7) Do you want children?-
ofcos! i loooooooooooooooooooove kids.
9 ) How Many?-
two or more(:
10) Would you consider abortion?-
NEVER!
11) If someone liked you right now,would you want them to tell you?-
it'll be great t know.but again,dont expect me t leave my boy for you.
12) Do you want someone you can't have?
...
13 ) Have you fallen in love?-
hmmmm...leet me think..
14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?-
WTF? OFCAUSE!
15) Do you believe that you can change for someone?-
i guess so..
16. ) Is it a good day today?
narhhhhhhhhh.
17) Have you ever broken a heart before?-
i guess so..
18 ) Does your ex still have feelings for you?-
he wants a patch,so.. i guess so?
19) Do you still have feelings for them?-
naarhh.
20)You wish to have a bf/gf for n0w?-
yahh.
21)what now you wish for?-
more wishes?okayokays,i wish tht everything will go smoothly.
22)if you have bf/gf n0w...do you really love them?
yes,i love him(:

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yesterday's.

and i sort of regret..
im kinda lost,using th phone.
but i looooooove th camera.
th music player is below average,as compared t my previous nokia5700,express music.
(:

dint buy i450red cos, its over-budget..

went hougang t meet meryl after tht.
walked t shannon's hse whh is like 987654321km away..
sup t go over and help carry all th bbq foods.
but while waiting for th foods t be ready,we went t his house.
its still under reno,but, trust me, its beautiful!
th ceiling is like transparent so you can look thru it,and see th clouds&stars.
nobody will believe its a shophouse.
for this is th first time i seen a shophouse tht pretty.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, lucky shannon.


meryl&me was camwhoring at his place with his superb camera.
camwhoring like nobody's business.
will upload th pictures once i get it from him.
thanks, mini photographer(x

aft th foods are ready,we walked out t th main road t get a cab.
reached kevin's hse quite early.
i think we're th first few!(:

we dint really helped t prepare th food.
was busy eating th fries,till everyone else came.
blahblah~

..

..

ohyarhh,and we went t th jacuzzi in th girls toilet.
we:me,meryl,debra,abigail&suet yee.
damn fun.
no piccy's with me.
):

soon after all th seniors arrived.
but ms yee sent a msg saying she wont be going.
...
*dissappointment*


and so,we all tot tht this gathering doesnt really seems like a "choir gathering".
it seems more like a "alumni gathering"..
everyone's hanging out in their own clique.
i wonder why so many seniors were there when yingyan told us thr will be abt 20 ppl coming.
nobody told us thr will be so many ppl coming,and thus,not enough food&drinks.

mingteck was quite late,plus he dint know how t come t kevin's place from th mrt.
so goody me&meryl wnt thr t fetch him.
saw ningxin,xinye&wendy thr.
so meryl fetched them back while i waited for mingteck t appear.
..
..
..

and i brought him back.
had t buy ice cubes back also.
most of th ice in th fridge is like melting or melted.
choosed th two most frozen ones and went t pay for it.
mingteck was so lucky tht th water from th ice spilled thru a hole in th plastic and was wet.
lucky im not th one carrying it!(x

i was expecting us t get lost in tht area since i have got super bad memory..
but no.
we reached faster than i expected,w/o getting lost.
SMART ME!(:

promised him not t pangseh him,plus he is a good fren of mine,
we(me,meryl,suetyee,kevin) sat beside th pool and chatted.
"th dirty corner" asnamed by kevin/meryl.
mingteck&kevin kept making those "ahhs~" & "ooohh~" noises.
me&meryl kept saying things tht sounds dirty but in actual,its not.

mermer:"can i squeeze yours tonight?"
krissy:"taoyan,last few night squeeze so much alr still want? very pain lurhh!"
mermer:"i want lurhh.."

mingteck&kevin was laughing like hell...

me&mermer:"what larh? we meant pimples!"

heeeeeeeeehee(x
naughty~


intially wanted t g over t meryl's place t stayover.
but decided tht it would be boring.
so, i went home.
took th mrt w/ mingteck&suet yee t hougang..
mingteck had t get some things from kwenboon for his ltc camp.
we had a good laugh seeing what kwenboon bought.
mingteck asked him t buy a black pouch&2 socks.
th pouch is like so small,but mingteck was okay with it.
but the socks,

*sniggers*
one of whh is pink!
light pink,baby pink whhever you like, its pink.
(x

poor mingteck..
he was like, stunned, stared, then, "wei she me shi PINK?"
kweboon was like you say buy socks never say wad color marh...

...
he's soooooooooooo smart man.
whh guy in th right mind will wear a pink socks?(:
maybe kevin&keane.

th other socks is black w/ stripes of brown&green?
and he again screeched.
people who knows him should know how he sounds like..
ahhhhhhhhh!





then mingteck&suet yee accmpied me t wait for daddy t fetch me.
reached home at 11.50pm.
bf called me,but i was about t sleep.
abt t slp= trying t slp.
so i picked up th call and told hm i wna slp.
thn he hanged t call..

thanks bf for being thr for me.
and letting me sleep even though i dint let you..
(:

i love you!(:

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samsung u700.
slim&mirror surface.
3.2megapixel camera.(:

samsung i450.
there's red,but i cant find th picture of th red model.
2megapixel but nice speakers(:

camera or music player.
both are okay w/ me.
i like th slimness of th u700 but like i450 cos its red.
dont ask why i dint consider sony ericsson w910i.

w910i
its red! but i dont like it.
dont ask me why,cos i dont really know.
thats how my brains works..

LOL!

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shopping w/ jojo today!
wnt plaza sing t buy my m)phosis bag,ate yoshinoya for lunch!
was quite bored aft tht so we left ps and wnt t bugis.
mingloon came t find us at bugis.
felt so bad lurh.we sort of pangseh-ed him loh.
cos me&jojo kept talking abt our own things and dint talked t him.
but he got lots of frens thr lorh.
peng you man tian sia~
x/
aft awhile he wanted t leave ler.
i guess he was too bored tagging w/ us while we shop.
plus he got th "watch-on-leg" thingy,had t rch home before 8pm.







it must be th guilt, we too,left and wnt tampines for dinner.
pictures will be updated asap :DD





❥JOJO;
girlfriend,dont be upset alrite? no matter what happens, you know that you have us here for you! KRISSY HOTLINE will be available for you 24/7, absolutely FOC.(:
dont ever think of hurting yourself again. we are feeling th pain in our hearts. okays? you promised us that you'll try not t do silly things anymore,so make good th promise.
i love you!








❥boyfriend;
imyLOADS! dint talked much w/ you since ytd..
stop pigging alr can anort? you slept for 24hour alr leh.
im happy tht tmr's monday.cause i will get t see you!(:
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meryl told me..
a girl&boyfriend of our sch had sex in th 3rd floor toilet.
th girl got pregnant&maybe th guy dont want bare responsibility..
she always cry at th 3rd floor toilet,
till one day she jumped off from th 3rd/4th floor..

but why a ballerina?
perhaps she likes t dance?
or maybe she's a ballerina?



in th picture,besides th "ballerina", its said t be th foetus..
why out of her?

told my mum about this and she was like,
"bu yao gen wo wan zhe zhong dong xi hor!"
LOL.

amily told me tht someone saw th ballerina at th 3rd floor mirror on.. thurs?
aiyarh,believe or not is based on yourself de marh.
so,if dont believe jiu dont believe lorh.
believe jiu believe lorhh.

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was so bored after tuition.
wnt t find out th cutoff pts for th courses im interested in for all th polys..

..

1st-Psychology
tp-9pts
np-10pts

2nd-Accountancy
tp-12pts
sp-12pts
np-12pts
nyp-14pts

3rd-Hospitality
tp-12pts
nyp-14pts
rp-18pts

4th-Retail Management
tp-16pts
sp-16pts

5th-Early Childhood Education
np-15pts



i thought of being a psychologist before.
i like t listen t other's problem &tries t help thm solve.
people close t me knows tht im very easily attached t people who have problems.
&i can get super emotional&sensitive over people's problem.
but,in singapore,if you dont go for futher studies,you cant get anywhr with a diploma of psycholgy. maybe a school counsellor? a lowly-paid job.

im kinda interested t study accountancy after chatting w/ my tutor.
she said tht anyone who studied accountancy, get a job easily after getting a diploma.
even if you dont have a degree.
th only diff is maybe th size of th company you work for?
PLUS, its a high paid job!
if i can start working right after getting a diploma and earn enough t support my family,
it will solve all probloms!

had wanted t study hospitality since th course just started.
since th IR thing,if managed t work with it,it may mean high paid jobs..
but, th COP is 12-14pts. im not considering rp.
its a barely there poly..

RETAIL MANAGEMENT!
i had always wanted t open a shop and sell anything i want.
accessories,clothes,toys,anything!
plus its such a fun thing t study about..
BUT,mama said they have no money t invest in a shop..
meaning,fat hope i will get a shop.

and im left with early childhood education.
it had always been my childhood ambition t work in an environment whr kids will be around.
i looooooooooooooooooooooove kids!
but,its not a high paid job.
butbut,i loooove kids.
butbutbut,lowly paid job=no money=no future=starving family t death.
urghhh.


jojo told me,"u got cheeseng yang ni can le marh."
me:"he yang me,hu yang my family.."
jojo:"he lor.."

LOL!




he will go bankcrupt supporting my family.
daddy is a fucking gambler.
mummy just dont save money.
&me,i save but spent alot on unnessesary things.
eat expensive food at lest once every wk?
buy lots of clothes, half of them whh i dont wear..
take cab even thou there's public transport.
but,if i have a car...




..



..






*POOFFFTT!*
dreams gone.

i will be working part time jobs while studying in poly?
tats if i can get into a poly..















urghhh,
stressed! comment? / top