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KWEN BOON LOVES JULIAN.






Yes, we are homosexuals.
So what?
We love each other, and that is all that matters.
I don't care about the rumors going on around about us,
HE JUST LOVES ME.
All you bitches and bastards out there, just F**K OFF.
HE LOVES ME.
VERY MUCH.
We are emirating to Paris and spend the rest of our peaceful lives there.
Kissing on the top of the Eiffel Tower, how romantic! <3
Who cares about NS?
He's too weak. (Kwen Boon)
Who cares about grades?
He is too dumb. (Kwen Boon)
Who cares about girls?
He can't make it. (Kwen Boon)
EVER.
FOREVER.
AND EVER.
But he's got me.
At least.
KWEN BOON LOVES ME!
Don't laugh!
This is supposed to be EMO.





Ooooohkay, this is supposed to a really reaaaaaaaally long post.
For Krissy.
Tagging for her today; much too bored and can't really sing chinese songs.






It isn't going to be very long though.
Because I can't find anything else romantic and disgusting and gay and disturbing and sick and tormenting (and many many other words I can't think of at the moment) to say.
The rest (Chin He Her, Lao Teck, Krissy and Boon) are disturbing me with their singing.






ALRIGHTS,



off to watch Spogebob Squarepants with Shi Yang.






With Subtitles!!! :D








OH MY GOD STOP SINGING.

**I DO NOT love Kwen Boon. He loves me. XD comment? / top

super lazy to blog nowadays.
_____________________________________________



currently slacking at kwenboon's house.
socialstudies and amaths test tmr.
and i dont intend to study alr..

arghhh.
ahlian's gonna help me blog..
haha. comment? / top

i wanna forget.
but i cant forget.
&i dunno how t forget.
BUT i must forget.
I MUST.

today.
18may.
shall be the day.
where i really let go.


yesterday;
met up with chinee at hougang after my tuition.
went foodcourt t have lunch.
aft lunch we went over t chinee hse t study.
actually wanted t change t mahjong session.
but cos too little ppl,we had t cancel it..
studied maths for awhile.
kinda slack after that.

..
and became emo.
was like so crazy lurh.
i was so pissed with everything that chinee said.
i was grumbling and whinning and screaming non-stop,
and she dont seem t be bothered at all.
she's just busy playing with my psp.
zzzzz

went nxt door t look for her brother.
her brother is so much more willing t listen than her lurh.
cos he also "emo-ing".
he's super funny lurh,keep making us laugh.
he said some things that i agreed with.
"understand th rational up there, but not inside."
i guess thats whats with me..







LATER;
study with chinee,jojo,kwenboon at hougang.
NO MORE EMO-ING&CRYING&STUFFS!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!


its all gonna be fun and happy right?
...right. comment? / top

Love Test

1.You are walking to your boy/girlfriend's house.There are two roads to get there.One is a straight path to take you there quickly, but very boring.The other is significantly longer but is full of wonderful sights and interesting things.Which one do you take to get to your significant other's house, short or long? (Short)
The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.You chose the short road.You fall in love quickly and easily.

2.On the way you see two rose bushes.One is full of red roses, the other full of white.You decide to pick 20 roses for your boy/girlfriend of any one color or two color combination.What number of white and/or red do you pick? (20Red Roses)
The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return.You give 100% and expect 0% in return.

3.You finally get to their house.A family member answers the door.You can have the family member get your boy/girlfriend or go get them yourself? (Get him/her myself)
This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems.You like to get the person yourself.You are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.

4.You go up to your boy/girlfriend's room, but nobody is there.You decide to leave the roses.Do you leave them by the windowsill or on the bed? (On the bed)
The placement of the roses determines how much you like seeing your boy/girlfriend.You place the roses on the bed.You like to see him/her alot.

5.Later, it's time for bed.You and your boy/girlfriend sleep in separate rooms.In the morning when it's time to wake up, you go into his/her room and check on him/her.When you arrive, do you prefer him/her to be awake or asleep? (Asleep)
This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person as the way s/he is.

6.Now it's time to go back home.Do you take the short,plain or more interesting road? (Long)
The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.You chose the longer road.You will tend to stay in love for a long time.



this a "test" that i took last year.
my answers for all have not changed.

my mood changed so drastically again.
i had been so cheerful and happy this morning.
but so upset and dissappointed now.
i want t let go,but i cant. comment? / top

雨过天晴!
(: comment? / top

放弃真的会是最好的决定吗?
如果忘了对你的感觉，我们是否还能做朋友?

i've decided t give up..
its a rather tough decision,but i have t do it.
after you said those words t me, i was stunned.

firstly,not talking abt BGR, we are very close friends.
now that you've made it clear,i've lost a friend.
even thou you said that we're still friends, which idiot cant see th distance we're apart now?

secondly,
不可能什么?
i never had expected anything in return.
i never even thought of having you t like me, let alone be together..

if you've misunderstood,im doing so much for you is all because i want t mend our friendship.
i treasure this friendship between us alot,and th last thing i want is t have you ignoring me.
yes,i admit.i like you.but i dont expect anything in return.
i dont mind that you dont like me.
but please give me some respect.

like what i once told you,
no matter how good im treating you,you're not allowed t take me for granted.
i had always been giving in to you.
but, have you EVER EVER give in t me?
no matter how upset its gonna make me,you'll never give in to me.

when you complain t me about th way others treat me,i thought you understood.
but it turns out that,you're no different.
in fact,you treat me worst.







th thing that hurt me most is, you dont seem t bother about my feelings.. comment? / top

已经很尽力忘记你了，但是我还是做不到。
我的喜怒哀乐都环绕着你，所以你一定要时时刻刻开心。

haven been blogging for quite awhile.

6&7may- english compre course.
you can fall asleep in there lurhh.
thou th lecturer quite funny at times,it still bored me.
first day we were all hyper and stuffs,just t get chocolates and sweets.
second day we left halfway..

were supposed t study at kwenboon's house aft that.
in th end,only me&chinee wnt t his hse and study.
i like t go t his place.
cos i like his mama.
i like his younger bro too.
studied awhile then we went hgmall t buy dinner.
left his place at 10plus.

8may-MERYL&JULIAN&BIBIANA's BIRTHDAY!
had a mini mini celebration for them in th morning at a nearby coffeeshop.
gave meryl th DKNY watch that we bought her.
she was so touched that she teared on spot
:D

we dint give ahlian his present till after sch.
had a class celebration for ahlian&bib during PE.
cake&photos!

after sch we went t hgmall t look for guochuan.
ahlian's present was with him.
we waited for th rest of them t end their amaths lesson.
when they finally arrived,we gave ahlian his present.
when he saw th mp3 he was alr very happy.
not until he saw th video guochuan made for him.
when he saw th video with all our wishes and stuffs...


he cried.
:D


aint we sweet?(:

9may-celebration for meryl's birthday with claris&nic.
went tampines mall for a movie and dinner as a celebration for meryl's birthday.
but in th end, she was so late she had t miss th movie.
so me&claris&nic went for "what happens in vegas" w/o her.
th show is sooooooooooooooooo nice!
:D

she waited for us at billybombers for dinner.
i looooooooooooooove th food there.
went home for tuition aft dinner.


10may-mama's day celeb.
went vivo with mama,god-mama&god-bro.
me&bro initially planned t bring them for a movie in gold class theatre, and a dinner at thai-express/sakae sushi after that. then "cable-car" t sentosa and walk walk..
but,no nice show for goldclass,and we had so much time unused.
so we went shopping till our legs go shaky.
went for dinner, then more shopping then ice-cream @ ben&jerrys.
everything is paid by me&bro.
:DD

mama&godmama went for kbox session with their friend, while me&bro wnt over t his hse t complete his art prep.
on th way back,we dropped by compass and bought carnations for our mamas.
yes i know what you're thinking, SO SWEET OF US.
:DDDDDDDDDDD

papa came over t fetch me home.
on th way back we were stopped by some police t check for some alchohol thing.
lucky papa only drank a little,so he dont need t take th breathalyzer test.
phew**********

11may;
went t chinee's hse t "study" and make th keychains for jiahui&mingteck.
in th end we spent th whole day making th keychains!
not really contented with all those..
went home aft dinner at punggol plaza.

12may;
nothing much happened today.

OHYAR!
mama said she's buying th metallic pink 5300 phone for me!
she's getting th slim one for herself and th slide one for me!
isnt it sweet of her?
even thou i just changed my phone like few months ago..

i cant stand this phone lurhh.
i loooooooooove th camera.
but i hate th sensitivity of th touch-screen.
alot of trouble.









爱很简单

忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你
有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你
真的很简单
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法决择
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我

i love you
无法不爱着你
说你也爱我
i love you
永远不愿意
baby失去你

不可能更快乐
只要能在一起
做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停
用最真诚的心让爱变得简单
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法决择
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我

i love you
我一直在这里
一直在爱你
i love you
永远都不放弃
这爱你的权利
如果你还有一些困惑
请贴着我的心倾听
听我说着爱你 comment? / top

"不可能.."

短短的三个字却能让我那么的痛心。
我不是很早就有了心里准备吗?
怎么还会那么的痛心?

对不起，我爱你。

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finally ended my tuition.
i looooooove tuition nowadays.
cos its benefiting me!(:
in tuition, we finished th sec4 maths syllables alr.
doing revision now.
for chem,since i relearn everything from scratch..
im left with 5chapts before i can start revision.
i will hopefully finish this 5 chapt by next month.
for physics,hmmm how do i say it?
i guess we're only done with 3chapts.
left with 39827452938752 zillion chapters.
D-E-A-D.

im not touching my humanities yet lurhh.
anyone is willing t give me free humanities tuition?(:

and my art.
still stagnent.




as for my chinese.
im super duper depressed lurh.
i just passed my paper 1.
sad like fuck lurh.
but,must be my fault.
must buck up ler..

english,MYE on coming thurs!
goshh..
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


went t study at hougang mall gelare with meryl,chinee&wynne.
did maths revision.

had th motivation to study alr.
i told myself, i will study hard.
love him silently and concentrate on my studies.
after olvls,i can do anything i want.
till then,if feelings are still thr..
i may/maynot let him know.
cos,by then..
if things go well,we might end up in th same poly.
if not,we'll just part and say goodbye.
things would be much simple.

went saki sushi at hougang plaza for dinner.
chinee&me ate th buffet while meryl&wyn ate ala carte.
had t seperate tables..
we ate alot and got quite full.

left for home at 6.30.
tuition started at 8.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

during th studying,whenever there's a chance t talk, whatever i say,its always about him.
now all of them will give me th same response.
all(stare at me):"AGAIN!"
im sorry! but i cant help it.
like what you guys say.
not surprised if i linked anything t him for more than a hundred times per day.

kinda miss him.
im gng gaga over him alr lurh.
i can make up 99999999999999999 excuses t get him t sms/call me.
uhhhhhhh.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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你为什么老是把空气全都吸光了
害得我你害得我在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车
别看我先别看我我的脸红就快要爆料了
什么哪有什么我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了
怎么办感觉甜又酸偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡但是曰子还长

❥总有一天换你为我疯狂

为什么你为什么这样不讲理的就出现了
害得我你害得我连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了
靠近我别靠近我到底离你多近比较好呢
完蛋了我完蛋了我整个人眼看就快不是我的了

❥怎么办感觉甜又酸偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
❥怎么办爱却不能讲你真讨厌不来帮我的忙



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我想渐渐地,把你从我心里除掉。
我不想变成你的困扰，使你心烦。
但我没有信心能够做得到。
万一我以陷得太深，无法回头，请你不要怪我。
因为我以爱上了你。

today is weane's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEANE!
he's such a sweetie.(:

bryan's another sweetie.
he will be leaving singapore today.
so sorry i wont be sending you off.
but sweetie,we'll all be missing you!
takecare alrite?
GOODBYE BRYAN!

ytd's.
had my history MYE.
gosh,its th same exact qst that came out!

i read about it but not in details.

before th exam,we had half an hour t self study.

i was staring at th notes whh have th answers t th exam qst for th whole time.

none of them could really get into me.

mainly bcos i was thinking of other things plus i was in such a pissed mood.

gagagagaggaaaaaaaaaaa.

after that julian&chinee&me wnt t sasa's hse t play MJ. (again!)

lol.we were like kinda worried that her parents will find out.

but in th end her mum realised th MJ table were facing th wrong way?

so we were busted!

rched home at 7 and had tuition at 7.30.

I WANT T GET AN A FOR OLVL MATHS!



today;
gng cityhall for shopping w/ TJ& ahlian later.
FUN RIGHT?(:
yeahhhhh.
i want t buy my jacket.
told mama that i need t get a nice comfortable jacket for olvl's since we'll be in aircon-ed hall.
so she said okay.
:DD

I LOVE MY MAMA.
&ofcos MY PAPA.
:D

after shopping,should be gng study w/ wyn,JL,ahlian&ahchuan.
idk if i shoud go.
kinda worried tht i'll be pangseh-ed.
shall see about it.
i feel like watching movie.
but again,exam's coming..

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
i hate this sec4 year!
i feel so busy everyday!
haish,forget it.
no point getting fussed over small things.


sasa told me:"you give in too much thats why people takes you for granted.."
is that true?
but if i dont give in,whos gonna give in?
if nobody gives in, things will turn out ugly.
there'll be quarrels&fights.
whh is what i hate most.
i hate it when i have t quarrel with someone over very small matters.
and i most afraid when people gets angry with me.
i wont bother if he/she is just any other friend.
but i'll be worried if they're someone impt t me.
you can always scold me,insult me,whatever.
but never ignore or avoid me.
cos i'll be lost.

sorry if i caused you any unhappiness,
but you can make me happy with small lil actions of yours. comment? / top

我想,现在只能隐瞒着对你的感觉.
maybe this is th best thing.



ytd's;

had mahjong session at chinee hse aft chem asp w/ or usual mj buddies.



MJ BUDDIES-

chinee

vanessa

mingteck

shaoquan

julian

jianliang

guochuan

we kept taking turns t play.

since im like th slowest among all of them, when i said i wanna play,everybody will make noise.
whoever takes more than like 10secs t consider will be nagged at.
they will all say "you're as slow as kristle!"

LOL? now what?

grrrrrrrr,this are my MJ buddies!

haha,but its alot of fun.

ahlian kept making actions as thou he "HU-ed".
jianliang&chinee will be argueing about soccer.
ahchuan will be so serious and quiet.
sasa will be rushing ppl t be faster.

ssq will be making so much unneccesary noises.

ahteck wll be reminding ppl t draw tiles.

and i will be nagged by all t draw tiles,throw tiles.

sup t stay after mj and study at chinee hse.

but was having headache.

mama will be out at night,papa wont fetch me from punggol.

so when everyone left,i followed.

took 34 and reached home like 20mins later?

kinda fast ehh.



ytd's ytd's;

had chinese MYE.

paper 1 was fine.

paper 2 was a disaster.

paper 3 was fairly okay.

sad case.after my p1,i was still quite confident.

till i see my paper 2,i almost freaked out.

wth?i dont really understand th passage lurh.



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