this post is like way overdue.
haha,not like anyone bothers t read anyway.
hmms,th class chalet was okay lurhh.but like only a pathetic amount of people went. chinee,vanessa,kuanling,jiahui,shaoquan,kuanboon,jianliang,mingteck&me.
lazy t say th details..
its th last day of 2007 today.
and im actually at home stoneing with my cousin shanice.
like so what th hell?
i couldnt decide wheather t go marina bay or kbox.
so stay home lurhh.. comment? / top

work is finally over.
im so having mixed feeling about it.
1. relieved.
2. sad
relieved 'cause im real tired of working for nonstop recently.
sad 'cause i cant bear t leave th workplace.
arghhh!
elaine,can i keep th promoter badge for memoral sake?
im missing my talking hall friends,alot!
i'll miss th food in staff canteen.
i'll miss taking th train evryday t work.
i'll miss having so much fun while working with mingteck.
i'll miss helping out at xuejun's counter.
i'll miss packing th area.
i'll miss slacking when we're supposed t be working.
i'll miss getting scolded by selina,yaya(mariamal),jimmy..
&th security woman who thinks im up t no good.
i'll miss smsing elaine th restock list.
i'll miss sleeping in th canteen for an hour instead of eating during our breaks.

but still, life carries on.
after work yesterday,xuejun,ahpang(junfeng),mingteck,chinee&me went for midnight movie.
not exactly as planned lurhh.
was supposed t go kbox and sing our throats out from 10pm till 1am.
but many backed out at th last min when they heard th price was $38++/per
was so dissapointed that i cried during dinner.
i think mingteck felt bad for being part of "not wanting t go celebrate xmas eve", he actually told me that he want t go kbox.so it was xuejun, mingteck, chinee&me.
called t book room for th 4 of us.
but fck,tthey told me tht thr's no vacancy.
so decided t watch movie instead.
xuejun,junfeng,mingteck,chinee&me watched th "mr magnolia wonder emporium."
:DD
magnolia!
after we watched movie,everyone rushed t th mrt,fear of missing th last train.
papa fetched me&chinee from centerpoint.
dropped chinee at vanessa's hse.
reached home at 2am?
haha.mama was saying i now very lihai.
even later then she reach home.
mama went orchard plaza de pub celebrate w/ friends reached le realised got alot of ppl.
and left soon after.
thts how she actually got home before me!
mama paid for a couple tee i chose!
its simple but pretty.

im supposed t meet darling at home at 11am.
but he overslpt and woke up at 11am.
-.-

so we agreed t meet12pm at tampines int.
need t go now,dont wanna be late ler.
:DD

HOHOHO!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
LOVES! comment? / top

my blog is so not happening alr..
haish,standard time t reach home is after 12am.
whenever i end my work,i'll call bf as promised.
chat while walking towards our(college&me) supper location.
eat then train back t tampines w/ peiyi.
yupps,peiyi stays in tampines,&she's born on 30th june 1992(:
sounds familiar?
*SUPRISE!~
we had th same birthday!
but she's older thn me.
just realised tht th number of your ic no. aft th "S92" shows th order of birth.

borrowed a book from xueyan.
FLESH AND BLOOD.
another mystery t b solved book.
geee~
nicenice.
finished th previous book whh belongs t her also in about 1day.
BLOOD MEMORY.
its a super duper nice book,excpt for th R rated sections of th book.
realised all mystery book comes w/ R rated contents inside.
at lest a pararaph about it.
rarrrhhhs,im a bookworm. (x
worked full today.
was tired of standing up lurh.
super pissed of by th inconsiderate customers.
like what xj said,customers are only right 'cause of their money..
RIGHT~!

stop removing my notebooks from th plastic covers lurhh.
fck up lorhh.
organised a xmas gift exchange for th 10 of us.
rongyuan,belinda,xuejun,kristle,mingteck,junkai,peiyi,sherilyn,junfeng,shengwei.
haha,made them write down 5items they don't mind receiving..
like everyone was too shy t write down,so me&peiyi started being th BRAVE ONES, and wrote down what we want as xmas present.we both wanted th topshop notebook! wahaha, lets hope th one who got my name buy me th notebook! (x
i guess not,cause my list says,
anything red/topshop notebook/hellokitty or spongebob items/non-choco&soft toys/psp slim pink :DD
th last one is for entertainment purpose.
anyone rich enough is willing t buy tht for me, i dont mind receiving.
HAHA!

i haven go shopping for next year's school material.
1. school bag
2. pencil case
3. stationeries
4. school shoes
5. school books!
requested bf t accompany me shop for these,but he doesnt want t.
haish,i want time out w/ bf for shopping....


b,love you!
hugs&kisses! comment? / top

The boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day.
Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper.
"Hello?""Is your daddy home?" he asked.
"Yes." whispered the small voice.
"May I talk with him?"
The child whispered, "No."
Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?"
"Yes."
"May I talk with her?"
Again the small voice whispered, "No."
Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?"
"Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman."
Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home,
the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?"
"No, he's busy", whispered the child.
"Busy doing what?"
"Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman," came the whispered answer.
Growing more worried as he heard a loud noise in the background through the ear piece on the phone, the boss asked, "What is that noise?"
"A helicopter." answered the whispering voice."
What is going on there?" demanded the boss, now truly apprehensive.
Again, whispering, the child answered, "The search team just landed a helicopter."
Alarmed, concerned and a little frustrated the boss asked, "What are they searching for?"
Still whispering, the young voice replied with a muffled giggle..."ME."


lol,found this stupid thing somewhr in th net.
its so cute lurhh.


had been reaching home no earlier than 12am recently.
worked fullshift/afternoon,after whh go for supper w/ xuejue&junfeng.
its been busy but slackable x.x
th new girl whose sup t cover our off days is gong.
gong as in super ahgong&dai.
she scared away my customers..
shall not talk about it now.
not in th mood t laugh and cry early in th morning.


meryl left me a msg in her blog,but i cant rmb whats her link!
gosh,why dint anyone tell me?
i dint know that she is leaving today.
grrrr.
forget it, wait till she's back then i read barh.
lets just hope tht its not timed.



i dreamt of bf.
dreamt tht he's crying.
i cant rmb th details.
but i woke up crying again.
it better not be anything bad.
he's coming back in 2days time.
finally.
i miss him so frking much.

ILOVEYOU comment? / top

i want t have you by my side.
i miss you so.
i cant stand it.
5more days till you're back.
2days seems t pass so slowly.
im losing all my interest in everything i do.
till you're back.till then,i'll get my energy back.
im tired.
thinking of you all day long is tiring..
cause i can only miss you.
i cant hear your voice whenever i miss you.
i cant get your hugs&kisses.



but darling, i know that you do love me.
i believe that you too, misses me.
you must be feeling terrible too.
cause you could only watch me cry.
and could not do anything t make me feel better.
im sorry darling if i worried you.
but i miss you too much.
do take good good good care.
i love you alot.
its really those alot de alot.


come idiot said im being dramatic.
im not,i just miss him that much.
sometimes,you'll never understand till you experienced it.

♥i love you. comment? / top

i miss you dear.
again i cried while missing you.
i cant stop it.
thanks joween for giving me your great big hug!
i needed that so much
and thanks junkai for the pats on my head,
belinda for th comfort&understanding,(:
peiyi for accompaning me home.
THANKS ALVIN FOR SINGING T ENTERTAIN ME!!




do be safe alright?
i love you.



dear god,i pray that your holy spirit will guide him&protect him.not only him, but also his family.watch over him and let him enjoy his holiday to the happiest,even w/o me.may your holy spirit guide me too.give me strength&courage t overcome th emptyness for this whole week.
in jesus name i pray,amen.
comment? / top

boyfriend is now in japan.
osaka?kansai?
whatever it is, im missing him so badly.
i cried so much today.
i woke up at 4am,&cried cause i tot of him going off t japan.
he smsed me at 5am,&i cried while replying his sms.
we reached airport at 6am,blahblah~
went t row6 aft contacting his mum.
she's nice lurhh.
sent sasa off,im so missing her too.
bf was busy talking t his friends till i dint get t talk t him much.
i got so much t say,but dint know how t start.
im so afraid that once i speak,i'll start crying.
i miss him soso much.

he told me t be good.
&i'll try.
darling,i'll be good till you returns.

i told him not t switch off his ph so soon.
i still wanna talk t him more,
his reply was,"dar,since when you became so dependent on me?"
seriously i dunno.
im so used t having you by my side, everytime i rmb tht im not able t contact you for th nxt 7days, i broke down crying. all i wanted was a hug from you. i so miss you.
sasa's away.whenever i broke down who else can i turn t?
i smsed meryl,telling her tht im missing bf alot.
her reply was t remind me tht bf will be coming back,
not as thou his not coming back forever.
but still,i can stand it.

today's just th first day he is away.
how am i gonna survive th rest of th week w/o him?
i cant imagine.

anyone's willing t lend me a great big hug?
i so wanna seek comfort.











boyfriend, i miss you.
please take good good care of yourself.
i really miss you alot.
I LOVE YOU. comment? / top

its bf's birthday!
finally its 12 & he still haven picked up his phone!
had been calling him since 11.45pm.
pigged till now,still unwilling t pick up any calls.
he asked me t call him once i reach home.
called but his asleep.
what a pig. xD

i told sasa tht his asleep.
she replied something cute.
boys=pig.
HAHA!
just that my pig is skinny like bamboo.
tall pig w/ a lil short tongue who sleeps alot but eat so lil.
:DD

pig pig pig.
still sleeping.
guess im gna break my previous record& leaves him 50 miss calls?
wahahaha.
i dunno why am i still calling and calling when i half expected him t wake up reach out t th phone, bring it t his ears, but fall asleep before he clicks the answer button.
T___T




blahhblaahh~
i love my darling boyfriend.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!
hugs&kisses.
had t sleep ler.
got t wake at 4.30am tmr.
working 10am-10.30pm
sad case.
another dark eye rings day
D:

CHAOS!
happybirthday my dear.
i love you. comment? / top

i had been so tired recently.
worked for 4days w/o any offs.
2days whh i worked full w/ mingteck.
its been tired but for th salary &new friends, i guess its all worthwhile.

had been asking sasa if i had been too selfish.
had i expected too much from him?
maybe i really did,or maybe he's just too busy tht he forgot abt me.
or just maybe,he doesnt know how t organise his time.
i know that saying all this might be hurtful to him if he reads it.
but it just as hurting to me if i dont let it out.
i knows he love me.
i jollywell knows that im not unimpt to him.
but still,i made up soso many excuses i can think of t persuade myself that he's not neglecting me.
even my mum felt that im neglected.
she keeps telling me not t keep things t myself.
she claims that im working constantly w/o a break so as t forget th fact that im forgotten.
she keep asking me if he really have things on every single day that he's so busy.
i could only reply,"ma,my boyfriend is a busy man.."
even thou im busy w/ work and stuffs,i made sure i msg him once in a while.
i calls him whenever i knocked off from work.
calls him whenever im about t slp.
its either missed calls or just short conver.
mummy likes t look at my dejected expression when i hanged th phone.
she would just give me th "i-told-you-so" expression.

i rmbed that we just had a similar discussion a week ago.
you assured me tht our relationship is nt tht weak&tht trust can help us overcome this.
you said that all things are possible because you love me.
i believe you.
darling, i believe you.
its just that i love you so much i miss you whenever you're not around me.
im sorry that i expects you t be there whever i think of you.
i should have know much better..
but i cant help it.

blame my mind for containing you.
blame my brain for thinking of you.
blame my hands for typing your number.
blame my eyes for wanting t see you.
blame my heart, for loving you..
or should i blame you for attracting my attention?
should i blame you for being my friend?
should i blame you for being with me?
should i blame you for causing me t think of you every moment?
shoud i blame you for making me fall in love with you?
should i blame you for loving me?
i guess its nobody's fault for this.
unless its th gravity thats not holding me tight enough.

no matter what,
darling,you'll always be part of me.
i had never been this serious.
i wanna last till eternity with you.
you made me believe in "forever", "happily ever after", & of cos, "love".

if what's bonding us isnt love,then i dont know wht th fuck is it.
cos loving you has made my life so beautiful. comment? / top