Garnier brightening eye roll-on.
itouch.
new mj tiles. headphones.
better job. CHOMP2! ben&jerry's celebrate 17th w/ all. :D go zoo go kbox
go clubbing
go drinking Hannah Montana Monster VS Alien
Transformer Drag me to hell Ghost of girlfriend's past I love you, man
Harry Potter 6
The Proposal
close every door-donny osmond. a new song learn w/ th sec1s in choir.. sounds super eerie.&emo..
had maths remedial after sch tdy. bf's in th same class as me! haha,th teacher is boring. i kept irritating him. =x he kept coming over t me&bf's table t check.. michelle abit extra hur.. me&bf sitting there alone,nobody disturb,she have t come and join us. but of cause we dint give a damn. only asked her for th maths solutions. i know how t do pratically every qst,but not in th required method. DD: bf's not sup t b in my class. x/ his name isnt in th name list! wtf! he is sup t be in this band de lorh. he got 42,while i got 43 for maths. confirm in this band de.. hmm,th stupid gong dai teacher insisted tht he isnt in our band. like we actually give a damn about it. we just ignored him and do our maths. had lots of fun "studying" w/ bf. dumb pig(: his daddy's coming back tdy. goodluck man,i wonder if his dad rly knows about us.
pictures at sasa's blog. my hp got prob transferring any pictures/vid t th lappy.
supposed t have tuition in th morning 10am-12pm... but,
tada!
i sprained my wrist! like fucking pain larh. plus itchy! the stupd bandage smells like....bandage. -.- i was doing my homework despite th sprain.
and, less than 5mins,my hand became numb. mama touched my wrist and said its swelling. papa also said its swelling. worst than th day before. mama doesnt want me t go out. unless w/ bf,cos mama trust him t tc of me. i only sprained my wrist,not break my arm! but i know mama&papa was worried. papa brought me t th doctor&watched me scream and shout. he sent me back frm tampines mall when i can jolly well walk home. mama was worried tht she came back early t see my injury. so dint have tuition. went tampines mac t meet kuanling&sasa t study. quite slack larh,studied till 5plus jiu go taka alr. but we went kinokuniya since i wanted t buy th art mag. 7plus jiu leave ler. me&kuanling went back t tm,wanted t eat seoul garden. sasa went t meet her friends. went pastamania instead. bought a backpack from zinc. white x/
mama wanted bf t carry my bag/things for me if its heavy. whoooo! 妈妈万岁 我❤男朋友
bf's back ytd. but his still tired till today. piiiiiggggggg! cant blame him lurh. its his nature t sleep alot! :DD
ended school at 12.30 today. sup t go and watch th olvl students get their results,but we dint want t go. chinee was saying we next yr also gng take results marh,see other ppl take for wad. HAHAH. went hougang mall foodcourt for lunch while waiting for bf t come find me.but he came and dozed off when i was talking t chinee,sasa&kuanling!he must be super tired lurh.as a super great girlfriend, i pei-ed him t th mrt station.he need t sleep lurh.im not surprised if he calls me 5mins later sayin he just banged th wall cause he fell asleep walking home.haha. went back t hougang library t look for chinee,sasa&kuanling.searched for art ideas. CONTOURS. anybody have any smart ideas? suggestions greatly appreciated. YAY! :DD
went sasa's house aft tht. was so tired i slept when i rched her house. chinee was playing w/ th DS.very ji dong lorh. haha,sasa might load a video of her playing w/ th DS. darn cute lurh. watche th channel8 7pm show tgt. haha,damn funny. can you believe it?chinee&i was argueing for half an hour cause of th show! link till out of show lurh.
talked about me&mingteck. dont think too much,we're just friends. what we talked about is th closeness. we used t be quite close lurh. he's my best friend. he knows all my secrets. all.everything tht cheesheng knows,he knows too.(i think!) excpt for other's secret whh im not sup t tell. i can say he's a great "girlfriend". mer&sasa&chinee&kuanling are my good friends too. i dint meant tht they are not as close. just tht theres some things im not too comfortable telling girls. idk how t phrase it but,yarh its like tht. nowadays we are alr not so close ler lorh. maybe cause we quarrelled too much. cant help barh. at lest i got cheesheng here for me no matter what.
i cant live w/o him(: darling i love you! i need you! i want you! im yours,you're mine. my one and only one.
today was a bad day. was caught by mr gui early in th morning for bring green tea into th class. i rather get caught for using handphone or something like tt. rather then caught for something so trival. grrr. was made t do CWO. clean up my classroom. sincerians'08 were not nice to me. D: some even start throwing newspaper on th floor. i was super pissed lurh,but dint want t make a fuss over it. some realised i was upset.but i said im not. jiahui promised t help me w/ th cleaning up. but he dint turn up. promise breaker. if its cheesheng,he would help me? hmm..if he is free? if he is in a good mood? maybe he'll be just like anyone else,"haha,too bad.." i dont want t imagine..
im still in th miss-cheesheng-very-badly mood. but goodnews! he will be back tmr! they should be havin their camp fire now? if only i am thr.so i can watch th campfire. haha,thts th only thing i love abt camps. th campfire. but i hate games and cheers. waste of energy. haha,opps. sorry dar,dint meant t say tht you're wasting your energy. but its a fact! xD
i change my blog ft. song again. now: super sunshine by:gary caoge
Ben: Sunday morning Time to say goodbye But I'll be home real soon Through I'm leaving Girl, don't start to cry I'll be thinking of you Yeah Paul: It's a lonely night on the midnight train I'm counting down the days till I'm home again Ben: How can I sing when my words have run dry How can I smile with a tear in my eye Summer's so lost when it's raining in June That's how it feels When I'm missing you Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah Baby, oh, oh Mark: Now, time ain't healin' Another week gone by Girl, it feels like a year I've been calling Every day and night How I wish you were here Oh yeah Paul (And Chris): It's a lonely night on the midnight train I'm counting down the days till I'm home again Ben: How can I sing when my words have run dry (How can I sing?) How can I smile with a tear in my eye (Tear in my eye) Summer's so lost when it's raining in June That's how it feels (That's how it feels) When I'm missing you Chris: I never met a girl who was so damn sweet Can't wait to see you again, oh... I never had a love that was so complete And you know that I'll be dreaming till then Ooh, my baby Instrumental Break Ben: I said tell me now baby How can I sing when my words have run dry (How can I smile?) How can I smile with a tear in my eye (Tear in my eye) Summer's so lost when it's raining in June That's how it feels (That's how it feels) When I'm missing you Ben: Oh yeah, baby (How can I smile?) I say, so missing you (Ooh...) Summer's so lost when it's raining in June That's how it feels
darling's at camp now.. &im missing him. gagagagah.
16days t new year. 24days t valentine's 29days t 9mth anniversary
understanding how bored i am now? i so wanna call bf and chat,but sadly... uhhhuhh.. went magic hall w/ jianliang, wan, julian, kuanling&sasa after school tdy. unexpectly became part-time actors.. saw a group of people crowding in th shop. went forward and realised there was a show going on. we were asked t "act" as thou we were interested in th show and walk into th shop. not allowed t look at th camera of cause. LOL,we were camera shy lurh. everyone were hiding behind each other. th german magician showed us some card tricks. AMAZING! :D
hahah. went bck t plaza sing. walk around and slacked at mac. took some pretty funny videos of julian&jianliang. julian's macdonald recommendation&jianliang's magic trick shall get someone t upload th videos for me. i cant load anything from my phone t my lappy! grrrr...
wore my blue contact lens t school tdy. nobody could tell it was blue. shall wear green tmr.
im starting t believe mama. im too dependant on cheesheng. he's only going t b away for 3 days and im alr going crazy. mama said im sup t listen t her since bf's away. have t b guai.. ARGHHHHH! but i just miss him so!
happy 1day&8month. bf's going for th sec2 camp tmr. 21-23jan. arghhhh! so gonna miss him.. he better take good care of himself well. dardar,dont make me worry hur! D: im alr missing you. but still,remember t have fun alrites?
stayed over at sasa's hse last night. w/ chinee&kuanling. they wanted t ton whole night. but ofcos we dint lurh. chinee&me fell asleep aft 11plus. but i woke up round 2plus. climb onto th sofa whr kuanling is sleeping. shared th sofa t slp. chinee&sasa slpt in th room,while me&kuanling slpt on th sofa. damn cold lurh. woke up w/ blocked nose. went far east w/ chinee t buy her new year clothes. in th end i bought lots of things too. speaking of saving money.. =x arghhh,and i spent alot eating nowadays! x/ im starting to look like a fat pig. darling better stop me from eating too much! i dont wanna grow fat! i wanna grow tall!
today is a typical schoolday. had chem prac test today. find the unknown cations.. blahblah~ had art. mrs manning said the topic i choose "contour" is a challenging topic. its too general but more geographical. for history students like me,know nuts about geography! bo bian..manning asked me bring my source tmr and she'll help me w/ it. wnt hg mall w/ bf&hx. pei them buy their camp items,wnt ljs for lunch. hx wnt off aft hx came. angry or some sort? went home,bath and changed. wnt ps meet chinee t get some things done. wnt shopping meanwhile. bought a white scarf,white heels&magazines.. yeah!
stayed over at sasa's house for 2days. fri-sunday morning.
friday. went t SP for h openhouse. its okay lurhh,thinking of th free icecreams~ x] collected lots of brochures since they said we'll be doing a project on poly. walked around th sch,found this corner whr th students are selling some accessories. me&sasa both bought a thin belt.she bought pink,i bought green. (: saw this guy who can play o2jam darn well. combo 416.can anyone beat his record? th speed was damn fast,we suspect tht he's using hack. but,ofcos he wouldnt. went over t th table soccer. chinee played w/ some SP students. well,shant say th results. xD
wnt off soon aft. took train t dhoby,whr bf joined us from outram. KFC-ed for lunch. wanted t bunk but we're in uniforms. bad luck. :I wanted t audi at th student lan shop but service was down. again i stress,its pure bad luck. so we went t jianliang's most fav magic shop. all of us spon jianliang his magic deck since th previous one was confiscated. th shop keeper was funny lurh. showed us some magic tricks and card tricks. "less ice,make it sweet.." x) a few other "magician" guys were in thr too. sasa spotted a cute guy in thr,&we offered t get her his number. but,she ran away.. haha.we tricked her anyway. sasa&me went back t plaza sing and continued t window shop while th rest of them left for home. aft tht went whitesands library slacked. waited for sasa's popo t fetch us over t her place. so in th end stayed.
saturday. woke up and received a msg from bf at 9.30am saying tht he's on th way t my hse. WHAT?? on th way t my hse when i just woke up from sasa hse? rushed t wash up and cabbed home. met bf with this stupid tired face whh tells all: "i-just-woke-up-30mins-ago" haha,went home t get my psp charger for bf. mummy was still sleeping&she'll kill me if we woke her up. so we went downstairs t th voiddeck t chat. its quite weird hur,neighbours giving weird stares thinking why im out of home,sitting at th voideck with a guy. :I bf wanted t play bball w/ haoxiang. but they dont have a bball. how amusing(: lucky them,i have one at home. went home t get them th ball. mummy was awake alr. wanted bf t come in but i dint allowed. my room was far too messy! got him th ball,bf waited for me t get changed for new year shopping w/ kuanling&sasa. walked t haoxiang's house w/ bf. they couldnt leave th house till hx's mum comes home since his sister broke her leg. poor thing. soon aft,kuanling called me saying she's reaching my busstop. meet her at hx downstairs busstop so i dont nid t walk all th way back t my busstop. bf sent me t th busstop t wait for kuanling. how sweet! {: he left right aft kuanling reached. how sincere of him.. -.- walked t my hse nearby de 7eleven. bought some food and drinks t eat while waiting for sasa's parent t fetch us from my place. sitted at th bench and chatted. lots of laughs. thanks kuanling! (: sasa's parents fetched us t far east. bought an oversize tee for $18++ grey spag top for $9! stockings for $6.90 couldnt find a heel tht i really liked. met chinee& ann marie thr. was unintentional. went bugis aft tht. sasa&chinee wanted t buy dress. i made a wrong decision of bringing them t haji lane. i saw lots of nice clothes,but none of them were suitable for them. so we went back t bugis junction. wnt m)phosis t buy my white dress. they only had left with M or L size. so had t take th M size lurh. not much diff lurh,just tht M size th rubber thingy is looser. wnt bugis st w/ sasa,chinee&kuanling left. sasa bought a tube top.brown polkadots. FUNKY! sasa and her dots craze! went over t sasa's place t watch th cd her parents rented. TRIANGLE. about th mystery of th bermuda triangle. first disc was okay.got some scary parts. started watching from 9plus. 2nd disc was a lil boring. or maybe im just too tired. fell asleep halfway th show. woke up by sasa at 1am. the show just finished bt then. lol,had no choice so stayed over. too tired t crawl home. woke up at 8.30 this morning and left for home at 10plus. tried on th clothes i bought and showed it t mummy for inspection. she was saying tht th clothes i bought were pretty esp for th grey spag top. but,none of it is red. meaning,i either get another red one,or, wear th super red dress i bought last yr. i bought 3 red dress last yr but only wore one of it. might just be wearing one of th red dress. haish,chinee just called me asking me t go over t sasa's hse t do homework tgt. but im super lazy t go out. plus i had t met shanice later t pass her th sleeping bag and buy my heels. suddenly felt so sad.for dunno what reason.
&i failed my amaths test. sasa&chinee passed their amaths. congratulated them,watched them leave th emaths class.
im a failure.
i cant keep my tears away.
not even for an hour,till everyone's not watching.
fck,i had t cried thr and then.
i wanted so much t pass my amaths test.
i studied so much for th test.
okay,i know its too late t start studying 2weeks before th retest.
but still,i really tried my best.
tutor taught me chpt 11,12,13 & i forgot th previous chapters.
revised th previous chapters and totally forgot th other chapters.
spent my night searching for it till 2am& woke up at 5am.
till then i remembered leaving th ring at heeren's toilet.
went shopping with peiyi ytd,bought lots of things.
took off my ring when washing my hands cause of th blister by th heavy loads..
&well,i left it there.
poor poor ring..
i'll go back t search for it asap..
i felt so bad lurhh.
first i dropped th "crystal" from th ring.
then i lost th whole ring.
how will bf feel?
especially when i make sure he loves th ring as much i loved it.
i lost my 2nd most impt thing.
its not bf.
its my ring.
he's th 1st most impt thing in my life.
darling asked me,"what if you lost me?"
i was stunned t b shot by this qst.
"...if i lost you? ... mmm, if i lost you...i'll find you back.."
seriously,i dunno what will happen if i lost him.
i guess it'll just be like how th dreams are..
dark&quiet,blur&unfocused..
&it'll just be constant crying&missing..
finished th book "vanish" by tess gerritsen.
its quite a nice book.
easy&understandable.
:DD
its about a group of young teenage girls who doesnt have a family being conned into being prostitute. they couldnt run away. either caught&punished or sent back by th police whom they seeked help from.ended up dying whichever way.a massacre involving the young prostitutes and the "mother" sparks off th incident whr th survivor ends up threatening t kill everyone who doesnt want t believe them.but th survivors themselves had t hide from people who wanted them dead..
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