♥DEARIE,

im soso tired.
mingteck reached tampines at 8.40am?and we reached office at 10.01am.late?
ended work at 5.30 & went off t lavender food sq for dinner w/ mer,teck,seb,kev.
had t pei mingteck back t hougang before i go home as promised.we promised that we'll alternate. as in, if he comes t tampines in th morning, i'll have t go t hougang aft work. as in,take train t work, take bus home.whh means th 1&a half hour bus ride to hougang &another half an hour 72bus ride back to tampines.2hours! but what t do? no choice.i dint want t go t work alone.so meet mingteck lorh.meryl have straight bus t office marh.
was playing w/ orhorh aft lunch break in th warehouse.she wanted t lick me but i dont wanna let it lick.i pulled my hands away from her,and got scratched by her..but still she's cute.cute but scary at times.meryl took super many photos of her.shall get her t donate me some photos..
were playing around w/ mingteck while meryl is help th boss.we just so love the car seat toy lurh.
its sup to be put on th car seat,but we stuck it on our head as thou its a hat.so super cute.
if we've a chance,i'll make sure we take a photo of it..its super cute.& ofcos we love the beanie sofas!


am so tired.
shall continue tmr.
took a day off from work tmr since there's choir.
meanwhile,i can teach amily th dancestep for the "I LOVE YOU WHOEVER."

thanks God for letting you understand me.
thanks Boy for trusting me.
thank Me for being strong.

i love you cheesheng,deep down in my hrt,
talk about deep deep,down down,deep down in my hrt. comment? / top

worked through th whole of ytd.meet mingteck at 10,took mrt,meet meryl,walked to office,worked till 3plus..meryl wnt t her mum's shop, me&teck wnt bedok for icecream sales.sales was super bad.not gonna work for evergreen anymore.. blahhblahhblahhhhhhhh~

super bored.
my darling bf is not available for chats&outings.
all thanks to npcc.

fck,i miss him super hell much,im going crazy.
"darling,i miss you.."



sup t buy our working attire today.
monday&tuesday-work.
wednesday-graduation party.
thursday&friday-who knows if we'll be working?
sat&sun-PROMOTER AT TAKA.
all way till dec 26, or issit 28?
gahhhh,my memory is failing me.

we've got work on both prac days.
nobody's there to help amily.
what to do?
i felt so bad.
but i cant skip work.
someone help please?
you can do great help by remixing our songs for us.
sorry amily.
im doing my best at home by helping you find songs/dance easy for them.
but i still think its a fucking stupid idea to make graduation party soso close to the singout concert.
whh idiot think of it.
i think i got th answer.
cant help then.

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woke up early in th morning 6.30am today.was so afraid to be late for "interview". met mingteck at my busstop&wnt off t tiong bahru.was sup t meet meryl halfway,kallang, but we dint get off th train,she dint get in,so we meet up at tiong.the bus took shorter time than expected.waited for junkai at tanjong bagah.bought cookies and went off t th office.
elaine was nice,joyce was alrite.i dno whats th other two ladies' names.but there's two other cats too.jady&'orhorh'. lols.'orhorh' is sick.how sad.. [x
all we had t do tdy was packing.was quite fun lurhh.sit in th aircon room and do packing.easy job.
even had 1&half hour lunch break! :DD ended work at 6.15pm.pei-ed mingteck take 147 bck t hougang then wnt home.there's more work tmr.11-3pm. maybe working icecream 6-10pm.


bf's having his npcc day camp.how boriiinnnngggg~
yawns** had no chance t speak t him..
i super miss him..



i hate it when ppl starts bitching&gossipping about me.
right infront of me thinking im deaf.
whats wrong with having guy good friends?

so what if i have a boyfriend?

having a boyfriend means i cant have any male friends?

let me make this clear,he is only my good friend.

fck you! who do you think you are?
if my bf dint say anything,why should you?
there's trust between me&my bf.
he knows i love him,&i too,knows that he loves me.
we know that we wont fall for another person.
good friends joke alot.
if you are not open minded enough, please dont act as thou you're right in everything.
let me tell you,you're not always right.
even if many supports you,you're still wrong.

dont spread anything & make a fool of yourself.
but if you wanna do that,i cant stop you.
incase you misunderstands.
i wont stop making guy friends.
i wont distance myself from my guy friends.
I WILL NOT LET MY BF DOWN.
I WILL NOT DO SILLY THINGS THAT YOU THINK I WILL.
EXAMPLES: CONFESS TO SOME SILLY GUYS/ KISS ANY GUYS/ WHATEVER YOU'RE THINKING.
all this above are silly.dumb.brainless.bimbo-ish.
& i dont flirt. :DD

p.s. do not ask me who am i talking about.th ppl im talking about doesnt read blogs/ have frens whh read my blog.
p.p.s. in case you think its meryl,purr-leaseee,be sensible.


♥boy,i love you.

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♥23.11.07

today's th day.th concert.
we're gonna do our very best for today.
after all this tiring days of rehearsals..finally.
i cant sleep well during th night.
was too excited&nervous for the concert.
excited as it the last singout for me.
nervous cos im afraid i left out some things.
haha.

jiayou for singout07!
CHEERIOS!

continue later..
(:

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♥

Thursday, November 22, 2007

im super hurt by what my dad said this morning before i left home.like i said earlier,my dad took a day off from work for gambling.seeing that he's reading the newspaper,doing nothing important,
me: "papa,can send me to hougang?"
dad: "for what?ownself go larh!"
me: "im meeting my frens at 12.30 for lunch.."
dad: "why you always like to trouble me?cant you see im busy?just take the bus to hougang lurhh.so near only..."

im super duper sad lurh. why you always like to trouble me? its like,so hurting to me.
my dad used to sent me to school everyday.even when hihs was at punggol.he woke up early in th morning to send me to school when i can always take bus 3.he came all the way from work at tampines to punggol just to fetch me home aft sch,and he goes right back to work after tht.
everywhr i goes,he's always there to send me.even when he knows im going to plaza sing, town, anywhr in singapore,he is willing to send me there.now he claims that im troubling him?
daddy,what had cost the change in you?im really surprised by your attitude to me.you had always been nice to me,not scolding me for my super bad results,me having a boyfriend,me wanting to work&etc.. nowadays you like a total different person.you made me feel as thou im a burden to you..daddy,can you love as much as before?i admit i've not been a good girl,i made both you&mummy angry/dissappointed many times,but please,dont neglect me.thou im th only child, i dont feel your care for me as much as before.im sorry for lying,cheating,quarrelling&running away from home.im sorry dad.but please,i need your care..

dont gamble anymore..
i dont know what to say or do.whatever i do,you'll never stop.everytime i tells you about it, you says you'll quit.but you never did.you're dissappointed in me,me too.im dissappointed in you.

from the previous incident,you told mum, you lost your daughter.you blamed her for it.
then may i ask,shall i blame that woman? hey bitch,thanks to you,i lost my dad.
you cant blame mama.she did nothing wrong.okay,maybe we're a lil too harsh to tht whore.
but still,its your fault that things turned out this way.you dint lost your daughter.i've always been here.
i just hide away for some moment.i cant digest th fact that my dad dint believe me,& chose to believe some cheena bitch.you raised your voice at me without knowing th facts.but what difference will it make?none i guess.you wont believe me either.even if mama dint let me know about it,i would have found out some way or another.

you dint lose your daughter,i lost my dad.

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♥22.11.07

my grey lens!

&my brown lens

my parents will be away again.whats with gambling?fuck larh. gamble gamble gamble.we're going bankcrupt but yet you're still gambling. fuck fuck fuck! whats wrong with you guys? brainless adults. dont ever think of getting me to support you with my december salary. let me state this clear.

ANY OF YOU GET A SINGLE CENT FROM ME SHALL OWE ME 10TIMES THE AMT.
&i meant it. unless th money is for super duper emergency. or else, i'll mark my works.

IM ANTI-GAMBLER&SMOKER!
they sucks.my parents sucks.they told me never to gamble&smoke.they did both.
while krissy the goody girl did none(: *applauses*
anyway,i hate th tot of them going away and leaving me alone at home.what the hell? its like, fckkkkkkkkk! dont blame me for my vulgarities.blame them.i've been hearing them splattler vulgarities ever since im born.heard quarrels&seen fights like since im of age?like maybe im what i am cause of them.well,not maybe.its definitely.so,my parents are definitely not in the category of "super good parents". thou they can be nice to me at times.
at times= rarely.
fuck,my mum's smoking again.i hate it when they smoke.if i ever get lung failure/cancer, i'll blame them.she's talking so loudly on th phone..grrr,&ofcause,she went clubbing last night. ahhhh,speaking of influence..

gahhhhhhhhh.i cant wait for work to start.so i can be out of home w/ valid reasons more often.get out of the house whh stinks of cigarrettes smell.&i will never ever smoke.cos it stinks.if anybosy who smoke got offended reading this,i've only one thing to say,you shall quit.cos it stinks(x
not only it stinks,it makes you so ugly&unglam.by then,any much of cosmetics cant save you.
haha.bug off dumb smokers. :DD

IM ANTI SMOKER& IM PROUD OF IT!
-plus my boyfriend doesnt smoke(:

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HAPPYBIRTHDAY VANESASASASA.
discounts from 16-19nov,!((:


BUSY-

recently soso busy with choir rehearsals.all 3schools met up.
was so busy that we're not progressing w/ th cookies making.
sorry human beings,we'll get back to work right after our concert.
whh is on 22nov.till then,the pictures would be uploaded.
:D

sorries for the not-uploaded pictures of th cookies.
we had too much fun making them that we forgot to take pictures.
th trial was sucessful(:
im sure th actual would be better!

♥anyway,its only 2more days to me&bf's 6mth anni {:
discounts on 19-22nov!((:

5more days to singout2007 (:
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im looking forward to change my phone.
yupps,im talking about handphone.
im sick and tired of nokia 5700.
its too big&heavy.
it sorts of eeekks me just holding it in my hands.
i miss my LGchoco.
althou its a super suck phone.
its like darn pretty lorh.
haish..if only i took better care of my phones.
lets hope that the person who stole/took my phone will never get a better phone,
plus he/she will lost my LGchoco.

im so into the red phone lurh.
have not decided which one to target,but it so gonna be a red slide phone.
im sick of flip/twist phone.
i dont really cares if the speaker of the phone is good.
likes wth,phone's not for music,mp3 is.
i want a red slide phone!!
red slide phone
red slide phone
red slide phone
red slide phone

yea,i shall target one soon.
but i want a pink slim psp too!
pink slim psp
pink slim psp
pink slim psp
pink slim psp

if i wanna earn money for both, i'll have to work for 2&a half weeks!
hmmms,wonder if i should skin my laptop.
argghhh,im so greedy(x
i want this & i want that!

&ohhh,i haven got my sims2 CD!
grrr,im bored w/o that.
but nvrm,i shall train my audition(:

went bishan w/ vanessa,julian,jiahui,jialiang so that jiahui could pass something to someone for somebody.HAHA.after that benben joined us & we went cathy for GAMEPLAN.its darn cute larh,made me laugh&cry. seriously all of you should watch the show! its so freaking touching.
WARNING-
if your dad doesnt bring you to your ballet dance,you'll probably weep.
LOL,imagine THE ROCK, in ballet.
if that can make you laugh,you'll nvr regret watching the movie.
wahahaha(:

went bugis,intending to get my lappy casing,but then,its OOS!
grr,where else can i get pretty lappy case?
met ernest,veron&rina.
ernest joined us as the girls went shopping& he felt left out.
pei-ed my wait for bf's movie to end.
went cityhall to meet bf.
blahhblahhblahh~
went home,the stupid bus driver dint let me get off the bus even thou we pressed the bell way before we reached the stop.he dropped us off at the next busstop.&I HAVE TO WALK ALL THE WAY BACK! fck.

mummy went orchard shopping+dinner.
&i bet she's going clubbing too..
arghh,i wanna grow up.
grow up
grow up
grow up
grow up

i love him,13more days to our 6mths!
mummy was quite nice when she know that.
haha,i told her: mummy 19nov is our 6months lurhh..
she was like:really? so fast! going out marh?
im like:cannot?
then she was like: nolurh,asking marh.then got enough money marh?dont keep making people treat you hor..
LOL.

im starting to love my mum more,but not as much as my boy,whom i love to bits.
{mummy better not sees this xD }

Thanks God for the food,
Thanks God for the boy,
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the blogshop opened by {KRISSY&VANESSA&SHANNON}
not much things yet but still..
if anybody got things that are in good condition &wanna sell them,
please contact me.(:
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i love my highlighted hair!!
thou its not super obvious but its alrite lurh.
mummy was like saying that i waste money.
she asked me why dint i highlight brighter colour.
i was like stunned.
hurhh?highlight brighter? tot she said dont want me like ah lian?
but she insisited that the red on my hair is nice!(x
of course larh,my fav colour uhh.
boyfriend said im a paikia.just because i highlighted my hair.
gagahs,asked bf to dye/highlight his hair.
LOL,i cant imagine that guaikia of mine with coloured hair.
hahah.i love my boy.
searching for a new blogskin for my blog.
im sick of the yellow one.quite disgusted by it alr.
mingteck told me there's group meeting with th st gab&phs guys today.
but he nvr contact me or tell me details!
forget it then.i dont feel like meeting them anyway.
all guys&im the only girl there.plus they are all ~~
gagagagah.
fck,my nail broke.the nail on my middle finger.

♥我愛你, 邱志勝!

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the okapi {a horse/zebra/deer} ?

something that was supposed to me bigfoot.
funny the way people makes a great deal out of it.why cant they be just a smarter bunch of apes who learnt to walk?if human came from apes,&human could walk,why not apes?
its said that bigfoot is 9foot tall.how tall is the tallest man on earth?
i dont see why apes be as tall or taller.maybe few years down the road you see monkeys talk in french..

chupacabra
its like fucking freaky larh.ewww.lets hope you wont get nightmares seeing this..

researched about the jersey devil.
WOOARHH~ kristle actually did researches!
was curious since vanessa told me about it.
sadly,there's info but not the devil that vanessa told me about..

forget it,im back to the "miss-cheesheng-syntoms"
gaaaaahhh.

I L O V E Y O U.
&ITS ANOTHER 16MORE DAYS TO OUR 6MONTHS.
we'll count till we all die,right? :D

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