haven blogged for awhile.
prelims starts tomorrow.
what the hell..

though its just english paper 1, but still..
its giving me the freaks.
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
im so dead lurhh.



today is such a boring day..
school is boring.
thought thru something during maths lesson.

if you are not interested in studying, i cant help you.
if you do not want to work hard, dont say that you're bad at it.
if you already intend to fail, please just do it alone.
dont try to influence others or distract others.
dont go crying to others after reading this.
i've tolerated for long.
talked you many times right?
but you choose not to change.
i treat you as my friend.
thats why its hard for me to tell you straight in the face.

i've tried my best to help you.
you have to help yourself..




fireworks @ esplanade @ saturday!
HAHAHA.

prolly going with boyfriend.
:D

hopefully it will be a much more diff exp. then before.
hopefully i will be much happier than previously.
whatever it is, it has been a wonderful memory..
and im sure,boyfriend will let this time be different..
(:






today's 31july.
tomorrow is 1august.
13more days to 2month.
:DD
time pass super fast when you're having fun.
lucky us, we dont have any exams on 13 aug.
(:

second puzzzle!
HAHAHA.
i love my boyfriend!







let this be my last romance.
i want to last till forever with you.
even if theres no "forever", at lest let me love you till the end of world.

"because i love you.." comment? / top

had a late breakfast..
late lunch..
punctual dinner..

breakfast @ 11.30am
lunch @ 4pm
dinner @ 7pm

mygod,
im turning into a pig.

filet-o-fish meal for breakfast.
cheese egg for lunch.
self-made baked rice for dinner.

HAHAHAHA.
no more oil already.
used butter instead.
such a smart girl! :D

found only cheese egg and rice at home.
shall try making baked rice.(:



overheard mummy on the phone just now.
she was talking to her girlfriend.
talking about my dad and his bad habits.
she cried so much when she talked about my dad.
i felt so sad seeing her cry.
she talked about this incident where she misunderstood me and hitted me.
said about how i tried to hide the truth from her not wanting her to be hurt.
stayed out late so i dont have to face her & daddy.
ran away from home for 1 week after getting scolded and hitted by her when she dint believe me.
about how this good friend of mine explained my side of story to her.
how she realised that she had misunderstood me.
how guilty she felt for hitting me without believing me.
..
and at last what a great gift i am from God for her.

i teared upon those words..
"..she's the greatest gift i received from God, and i love her more than anything in this world.."

i swear on this very day.
26july2008.
that i too, will love my mother more than anything in this world.
no matter what happens, i will protect my mum.
i will be there for her.
because i know, she'll be the only one who will love me this much.
even my boyfriend can never give me this piece of motherly love.




stayed home today.
nobody is free to go out lurhh.
plus bf have tuition in the afternoon.
hells.

but nevermind,im gng over to boyfriend's place tmr.
studying at his place!
:D

nice lunch by aunty gloria!
yeah man!(:



sweetie,i looooooooooooooooooooooove you.
mummy, i looooooooooooooooooooooove you MORE!
:D comment? / top

decided to change my blogskin again.
this is something plain&simple.
:D


ytd;
went over to bf's house.

studied & do some maths homework.
watched step up 2 with bf and joey.
luckily this time i dint cry.
was eating non-stop while watching the show lurh.
so pig.
LOL.
aunty gloria made nice macaroni as lunch for us.
after the show,continued "studying".
xD

dinner was great.
homecooked food!
(:
wahahhahaha,i looooooooooooooove homecook food!

left bf's place at 10.40pm.
>.<
tot i was gonna get nagged for gng home late.
but nobody was home lurh.
mummy dint came home last night.
daddy was home late.

sigh..
can you guys nag at me?





today;
horrible day.
woke up at 8plus.
nobody's home except me..
waited for bf to msg me.
but ended up msging him at 10plus.
realised that both of us were waiting for each other's msges.
:D

watched tv thru the day till almost 5pm.
so boring lurhhh.
but kept myself laughing nonstop by thinking of bf.

LOL.
he's so cute lurh.
did so many silly things just to make me laugh and smile like some crazy girl.
silly boy!


sweetie, i love you! comment? / top

chemistry mock exam sucks.
what i studied dint really came out.
whatever which is out is like so freaking * larh.
gaaaaaaaaaaa..

















i dont wanna lose anyone of you.
tell me that there's no distance between us.
tell me that you'll be here for me.



..
tell me that i am still your friend.. comment? / top

comment? / top

its our 1month anniversary today!

boyfriend came over at 12.
used the lappy till almost 1.
left home to cathay.
watched hancock.
went vivo and walked around.
went to toys'r'us.....


sweetie asked if i wanna play puzzle.
so we went back to tampines mall to get a puzzle.
:DDD

bought a winnie&friend's glow in dark puzzle.
damn pretty.
but its just 108pieces.
bought it since we dint have much time.

went cheers to buy some cup noodles home.
in the end also nvr eat...

reached home jiu started to fix the puzzle.
so long nvr fix le,kinda fun larh.
took about 30mins to finish fixing it.

promised to fix a puzzle on every 13.
:DDD

we'll get a bigger puzzle by then.




boyfriend,
I LOVE YOU.
&,you make me feel special!(: comment? / top

bestest of luck for physics tmr, all.
two more days! :D










smelly smelly girl(: comment? / top

ytd's ytd's.
stayedover at chinee's hse.
went back nxt morning.

ytd's.
reached home at like 8am.
went back to slp till abt 8plus or 9am.
boyfriend woke me up saying that his mama wanna treat me lunch at ikea.
LOL.
damn shocked.
get ready all my clothes and stuffs.
took a super long time to decide what to wear.
chose to wear white tank top&half cardi&black skinnies.
super nervous lurhh..

took a bus over to ikea..
had lunch with julian's mum,james,glora&bf.
dint rly eat much.
had half of the spagetti w/ tomato.

walked around ikea after lunch.
james is sooooooo cute.
but irritating at times.
>.<
only times when he start to scream and shout for julian to carry him.
when julian ignored him,he will start to scream and cry.
kinda embarrasing huh.
even glora ignored him.
he is super stubborn..
first kid i've seen who is that stubborn.

went giant after that.
again he insist that julian carry him.
haha.


went over to boyfriend's house for dinner.
home-cooked food!
yummmy!




sweeeeetie gave me a photo of himself when he's younger.
not much diff.
JULIAN+bangs-spects.
will load the photo soon.


TODAY!
going for picnic at west coast with boyfriend's family.
james wanna play with his scooter and helicopter.
wahahhahahaha.
seems so fun.

offffffffffffff to picnic!



james kept chanting this whenever he's unhappy with me:
"naughty kristle jie jie whole day.."
LOL,cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! comment? / top

my blog is dying......
gaaaaaaaaaaa.
super lazy to blog.


its july alr!
like 3/4more months to OLVL!
wtf right?
its soosoo soon larh!
getting so stressed alr.

aiming for a 13points for my L1R4.

english-b3
chinese-b3
maths-A1
science-b3
humanities-b3


haishhh,stressssssssssssssssss arh.




thanks people who rmbered my birthday.

esp those who made an effort to tag at my tagboard,write me a comment on friendster,sms me a birthday msg,blah blah..


received a necklace from boyfriend.
sweetie looooooooooooooves me! (:

received alot of pressies from mermer!
hellokitty jewellery box,hellokitty items,"bitch" lipgloss, red-heart boxers,and many hugs & notes from her!
& MY FAVORITE DURIAN CAKE!
she looooooooooooves me too!

received a present that i wanted to get!
THE HELLO KITTY PHONE!
its pink!
(x
thanks to sasa,chinee,jojo,wynne,jianliang,weiming,mingteck,kwenboon.
i think that should be all.

went home and had strawberry cake that mama bought for me as bday cake!
(:
requested for a bday present instead of angbao.
you can get money everyday.
but for presents,you only get them every year.

ytd;
boyfriend&i went to cathay for the NC16 show i had been waiting for.
DONT MESS WITH THE ZOHAN.
finally 16!
haha.
the show is super hilarious.
but disturbing at the same time.
(:

sweetie,i loooooooooove you! comment? / top