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RADIO's MOVIE RATINGS..
1st- L changes th world.
2nd- Jumper.
3rd- Ah long pte ltd.
4th- Fools gold
5th- CJ7

urggh,jumper!

anyway,today's 29feb2008!
cool right?
its LEAP YEARS!
i wna go watch tht movie lurh.
but bf's not free t go out today/tmr.
sad case.




thought about whats happening in my life recently.
my deproved schoolwork,fear of failing my Os,family prob.
its painful..
idk why, but im so stressed recently over this few things..
emo-ed from art till choir starts.
cried during my history remedial.

thanks kuanling&ahlian for being there for me..
you guys dint give up when i refused t let you know th reason;
continued t comfort me even though i wouldnt stop crying.
i wasnt ready t talk about it, there and then.
thanks for understanding.

many choir frens noticed my sore red eyes and asked abt it.
thanks for your concern people,im alright now.












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..








ohyarh,
& i saw th ballerina thingy at sch today.
its th 4th year im in this sch& i only saw this today?
:/





my internet w/ be suspended till god knows when.
so,may not blog as often.


takecare people.
i love you,boyfriend. comment? / top

my internet connection got suspended by starhub.
FUCK.










my super smart daddy decided t sacrifice my internet and not pay for th 3months bill.
whh cost $316++
what th f. larh.
now im "using others internet connection"
yah,so when this person decided t off his/her wireless connection..
thn off i go.





so, maybe gng MIA from blog&msn&friendster.
sobs,will try t use whenever i can.









lets pray tht it will start raining money tomorrow so daddy can pay for my bills.
cos i will so miss telling everyone a super duper uper important thing.
















&thts, I LOVE YOU!
CHEESHENG,BESTIES,MAMA&PAPA,FRIENDS,whatever.

miss me while im gone for a while.(: comment? / top

i love you.











rained so heavily today.
wanted t meet boyfriend after school.
but he had meeting w/ th npcc people.
so i went hg mall w/ kuanling wynne sihui&jingsi.
wnt for lunch and walked around t waste time.
asked bf if i should wait for him t end his meeting.
but he said no,simply cause he dont know when he will end.
but when i was just about t get into th taxi home,he said he's ending soon.
so i left and went t th 72busstop t meet him.
sweety sent me home!{x

came t use my lappy for typing his npcc stuffs,while i take a nap.
but my lappy fuckup and decided not t let him use microsoft words.
so darling spent an hour typing all th things and...
you get th rest..he woke me up and asked for help.
i was so pissed off i started t get so stress cos i wasted bf's time.
i guess bf was so shocked tht i was giving myself stress over small things.
he pinned me against th bed and made me go back t sleep.
but im still super pekchek tht i cant solvethe prob.
so he made me forgot all of it.
and sleep.





soon after he left.
shall end my post.
had t do my art.



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me&mermer sat tgt during th show and went gaga.
went gaga over every silly thing tht L did.
but th show damn sick also lurh.
th way those virus victims suffer&die.
i totally gross out.

its a must-see movie!

top3 ratings.
1st-
Ah Long pte ltd.
(laugh till you stomachache.)
2nd-
L change th world.
(go gaga over L. O.o)
3rd-
CJ7
(cry&laugh like baby)

i wanna watch leap years.
out on 29feb.
seems like a nice show.
but th guy ugly lurh.

dont wanna stay at home..
but who wanna go out?

&i miss boyfriend.

i think about th lil things tht made life great,
i wouldnt change a thing about it.
i found my hope&dream&cinderella scenes,
&believe tht we're made for each other.

我是真心真意的
只爱你一个。

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classes was so boring today..
bf dint really repy my msges thru th day,whh made me even bored.
urghh.
&my throat was so so...arghh,sore.
initially dint wanted t go for choir,
but mingteck reminded me tht its "singulengpong" sectionals today.
fck.so i went lurh.
but dint sing.was so pissed tt everyone was happily singing away, but me..
had t listen t them,but still correct their mistakes.
zikun wasnt exactly paying full attention during sectionals so i made her sit beside me.
no ill intentions.but she ended up getting scolded by mingteck.
i cant think of anyone who can stand still and calm after getting scolded by him.
whenever i got scolded by him, i ended up crying for days.
):
felt so bad. but i know we had t do it.
at th expense of her.
he was harsh on her,whh i can never.
but he meant good larh..
so,forgiven?


boyfriend's np ended so late today.
7.30pm.
lol,thts wad he said lurh.
cos of np's sec1 camp&tmr's competition.
poor boy,he had t rch sch tmr by 6am.
how sad.. );
& i have tuition tmr evening 7-10.30pm
*cries*









i miss boyfriend..
i want him by my side every single moment.
i love him,i meant it. {:

w/ lots of love. comment? / top

I'll be there-sweetbox.

Doesn't matter when you call me at night
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time
Doesn't matter when the tears hurt your eyes
I'll be there, I'll be there it's alright
I will care...I wish share...
I will take you out of the dark
Doesn't matter when you call me at night
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time








just t let you know,
i'll be there..
i love you.




had maths&ss test today.
maths was killer test.
ss..i could say,i was prepared.
(x

darling waited for my english remedial t end and sent me home.
mama&daddy both not home so i was his responsibility.
i was sup t "listen" t him since mama's away for 3days.
daddy will be back tonight.
urghhh,if only darling stay for th night.
thn i'll have company at night..

hugged him tightly.
had so wanted t hug him that tightly for so long le.
i was so tired once i touched th bed,i dint want t wake up.
when boyfriend wanted t go home,i was so lazy i asked him t take th keys and go.

...

you think he really so good arh?
NO!
he pulled me up from th bed and made me sent him t th door.
but i wont leave my lovely bed..
ands he piggybacked me.
((x

being a nicenice gilfriend,
i opened th door for him,
&sent hm off w/ a kiss..

sweet sweet moment last in my superb memors.
i love you more than i can say.

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亲爱的;

我爱你..

happy 9month!



survey for cutting hair short..

boyfriend-weird,but you like can liao.your hair marh. {:
mama-DONT CUT! x(
sasa-anything,try something new larh.(:
kuanling-anything,as long as i like.(:
chinee-cut,suit my face shape.(:
jiahui-cut,look nicer.(:
shaoquan-dont,look weird. (old-fashion guy,no taste.(x )
kwenboon-cut,okay arhh.(:
aloysious-dont,long nicer. x(
geokleng-cut,quite nice.((:

CUT(7/10) DONT CUT(3/10)
wahahhaha.
shall cut during march holidays.(:





bought my printer ler.
like finally larh.
waited for darling at hougang mall t end his npcc meeting.
when he finally came,we went t buy my printer.
$218 larh!
super duper heavy.
so sweety helped me carry it and sent me home by cab.
since chinee was with us,we dropped her off at punggol plaza.
when darling helped mme bring my printer into my room,
mama comin t ask if what she is wearing is okay.
so i kept asking her t ask boyfriend.
haha,he so irritating loh.mama wear wad he also say okay.(x
mama left soon.and darling left shortly after.
dint really want him t leave lurh.
so wanted t hug him tightly and never let go..

MR TALL, i love you!
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anyway,short hair or long hair?
comments please?
mama is against th idea of short hair.
she said tht guys prefer long hair girls,
&tht later cheesheng go crazy seeing me in short hair&break up w/ me
imagine him begging michelle for stead because of her long ponytail.
HAHAHAHA!(x
i shall make a decision by march hols.
if i really cut, by th time we need t get into a poly,it should be shoulder length?
will i really regret?hmmm..
mama say i'll look like a primary sch kid when i get into a poly.
i wont.
i guess so...






better not look like a primary school student.
ppl might think im cheesheng's small sister.
junkai was saying this morning...
when me&cs goes out spotted holding hands,stranger will think,gorgor bringing meimei out for shopping..
LOL.shows that im young marh.
one day when im finally 40,ppl might think,why is this poly student carrying a baby?
WAHAHAHAHA!
even when i die,i die pretty.


i wanna sleep early.
im still sick.
chinee passed th virus t me.
i passed it t mama&mingteck(still not confirmed.)
bf better not catch my virus.
its horrible.
make you fcking giddy,no appetite,gastric pain..blahblah.
&on&off of fever.
fever fever go away!





ILOVEYOU.
WOAINI. comment? / top

new song-陌生人 by tanya chua.

一朵云能载多少思念的寄托
在忽然相遇的街头
当我们擦身而过那短短一秒钟
都明白什么都变了
一转身谁能把感慨抛在脑后
在事过境迁以后
这感情就算曾经刻骨且铭心过
过去了又改变什么
地球它又公转几周了
我不难过了甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了甚至原谅你的残忍理由
当我了解不爱了连回忆都是负荷
浓情爱恋都已陌生了
我不难过了甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了甚至感谢这样不期而遇
当我从你眼中发现我已是陌生人
我已是陌生人了

its a nice song!(: comment? / top

HAPPY VERY BELATED VALENTINES EVERYONE!
am so lazy t blog nowadays.

pictures speaks a thousand words.
here's 4000++ words.

my valentine's day present from boyfriend!
one rose= one&only love.
I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE KOOCHEESHENG&th rose&th bear&th 'be my valentine stick'!
:D

rose from jiahui,mingteck,shaoquan&kwenboon.
initially i kept complaining about not getting a red one for me.
but th next day,i dint.
cause th rose simply bloomed nicely.
thanks guys!
they're my good friends.

:D

back t new yr-

mahjong session at shaoquan's hse.
heard tht mingteck won th most.
but,one qst.
whr's th table?

&this.....

none of them knew of this picture.
sup t b abt their sitting position.
no offence good friends,no harm done.
jiahui-"im-a-typical-koptiam-apek"
shaoquan-"i-got-long-legs-tht-just-cant-stick-together"
kwenboon-"im-a-gentleman-who-crosses-my legs."

xDDD
they better not see this,or they'll kill me.
hahahahas.

wnt t cathay w/ mingteck&edwin t watch jumper.
jiahui sup t b coming too,but he dint came.
so off we wnt,after they waited for me for half an hour?
xD sorry guys,i couldnt get a cab!

















th movie was so boooooooooooorrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggg!
i kept dozing..
okay, at lest till th ending part.
th ending part was slightly better.
but still...


left th theatre and walked towards th lift.
and i saw........









..........










.......











...
cheesheng.



















BAAAAMMMM!
lol,so coincidence urhh.
he called me&asked me whr am i when he long saw me.
i had this strong feeling someone is staring at me from behind and..
well,th rest you get it lurh.


but ofcause,nothing interesting happened.
since bf always believes tht mingteck is gay.
so,yah.he said he was with his np friends.
so i said i was with my choir frens.
mingteck&edwin both from choir marh.




saw jianhui&2others&jolyn.
class gathering?
we're watching th same movie lurhh.




thn i called meryl,and she's also at dhobygaut.
with woeijiun.




woooaaahhh!
4 diff group of ppl going t th same place.
haha,so funny ehh?


















wnt bck hougang since mingteck was tired,and edwin had t go home.
we wnt t th arcade and see ppl play.aft awhile, all left.






2more days t 9mths,
3mre mths+2days t 1yr.

yea,i love bf.

most had probably seen this..
from friendster msg tht my fren sent me.
45 things a girl wants but wont ask for...

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her morethan you, deny it. Fight backand hug her tight so she can'tget to her friends, it makes herfeel loved.
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected,plus it never hurts to act like agentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything -only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT-so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know !!
26. Don't lie to HER.
27. DON'T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a goodday at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count onyou.
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.
36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of yourheart. Link your fingers togetherwhile you whisper to her as sherests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS.
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you loveher.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

LOL,cute huh?
complete all 45,&i'll consider marrying you. xD

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{{月亮代表谁的心}}陶喆

都怪那晚的月光
浪漫的让人心慌
其实原来没有怎样
只是夜有一点凉
爱忽然难舍难放
弯弯月亮在天上
看我们爱的痴狂
什么誓言都不要讲
我的吻在你肩膀
在你耳边轻轻唱
你问我爱你有多深
我爱你有几分
我的情也真
我的爱也那么真
月亮代表我的心
oh yeah
月亮代表我的心
圆圆月亮在天上
看人们聚散无常
一个人在街上游荡
爱恨心里已两茫茫
yeah
我没有想像坚强
初一十五的月亮(有些忧伤)
天天变得不一样(在你脸上)
原来所谓地久天长
也只是误会一场
那首歌我慢慢唱
你问我爱你有多深
我爱你有几分
我的情如一
我的爱也不会变
月亮代表我的心
轻轻的一个吻(轻轻baby just a little kiss)
曾经打动你的心(打动我的心)
深深的一段情(一段情)
成了回忆到如今(从此我会永远思念)
我问你爱我有多深
你爱我有几分
你去想一想
你去看一看
月亮代表谁的心
月亮代表谁的心
月亮代表谁的心 comment? / top

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deleted th post i wanted t post.
felt tht it might be too harsh,so yarh.
im so not in th mood t smile,let even say talk.
lets not discuss abt th reason.

new background music:
月亮代表谁的心-gary tao zhe.
i like both th original&new version of th song.
its so super nice.

when i was at msia,i watched this show.
about this guy falling for a prostitute who initially only wanted his money.
later on,th prostitute(zhang bo zhi) loses her job and stayed at this guy's hse saying tht she's got no place t go.and of cos,日久深情,they falled in love..blahblah,th guy found out tht th zhangbozhi only wanted his money,and told her tht he never loved her.and thn she ran away.

wtf right?

but th guy regretted and went around looking for her.
he found her,but she wants him t prove tht he love her.
so he sang her fav song, yue liang dai biao wo de xin,even thou he cant sing.
everyone there was touched and started t cry.and so was she.
she ran t him and hugged tightly.

awwws,aint tht sweet?
tv shows..
haish,typical love drama.
you dont see this kind of things in real life.
so girls who's waiting,an advice for you.

WAKE UP!

you'll only realised it after falling from a great emotional height.
if you never fell hard enough,you'll never know how t truly deeply cherish somebody.
im not afraid t admit.i had been hurt before,and i cherished every moment w/ cheesheng.
cause i know,nothing is forever.but we tend t believe it at some point of times.you have t let your love ones know tht you love them.you never know when is th last time you see/talk t them.
write a letter t th special someone and leave it somewhr secret.
when you're gone one day unexpected,they'll find this letter and know that you loved them.
of cause not a sucide letter larh.just in case.

cheesheng boyfriend,
i may be selfish at times,im sorry.
i only want you by my side thru all thts ahead.
i dont blame you for anything you did tht hurt me.
nobody's perfect.
i love you,thats all.

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im gng msia tmr..
should be back on th 7feb.
had a arguement w/ mama cause of th trip.
daddy agreed w/ me t go for only two days so i can rush back and bainian at kwenboon's hse w/ friends..
but mama insisted on going for more than 2 days.
she kept saying tht daddy will be tired after working..
bllahblah..


i miss bf,but....
he's at th airport sending someone off..
urghhhh!
i miss him..
fuck fuck fuck!
im in such a bloody mood i wanna beat someone!

im gng off tmr and yet,i haven packed my bag..
i want t bring my big bear,
i want t bring my pillow,
i want t bring my bloster,
i want t bring my quilt,
i want t bring my boyfriend..
sobs*

tried putting on th fake nails i received.
PRETTY!
but,tmr got sch ehh,how t go sch like this?

&i cant stand th 5566 new album.
"we are young....blahblahblah~"
hellooo??how old are you?
we are young.YEA RIGHT!

fucking hell,i so want t scream and shout!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
im getting insane lurhh..


god bless me. comment? / top

home thru th day..


{will be continued,after i finish linking some people..}

&im back!
okay,stayed home today.
its a great big deal since i hardly stays home on weekends.
especially on sunday.
its a super boring day you can rot.
woke up at 8am,couldnt sleep anymore.
eyes were swollen from crying at night.
bf was being so great,consoling me even thou he was half asleep.
i cant really get a main idea why i cried.
but it th bits and pieces of everything added up whh made me break down.

"smacked" awaked by mingteck's words.
decided t do my art and stay home.
did 6source studies!
3sources and 2development/studies each.
i guess i realised im wasting my time not studying but shopping&slacking.
i know its my fault tht mingteck scolded me.
but yet, i made it seemed as thou he's wrong for scolding me.
by right he dint even scold me.
he only said some nasty things whh hurts.
i made it such a big deal i cried t bf,jiahui,mama,chinee&vanessa.
only chinee&sasa realised he was trying t wake me up.
jiahui was so terrified bout me crying that he sided wadever i said.
now i realised i had been so childish..
bf only listened t me complained.
thats all i need for him t do i guess.


&ofcos,boyfriend expects th same from me?
we said t study tgt,be it my house or any other place.
we promised mama t study hard,and we must.


thanks mingteck buddy.
you were trying t help me but i dint appreciate.
i promised you tht i wont go out unless nessesary and would study hard.
i'll try t make good my words.
sorry for th temper..


sorry chinee for being so against you ytd.
i was in such a compettitive mode ytd i wanted t win whh ever arguements we had.
neverthless,you treated me indifferently..
when i was upset, you noticed right away and showed concern.
thanks for th msg..
you may not be my best friend,but i regard you as one of my closer ones.


sasa.
thanks for th comforting msg?
it cheered me up by 0.00000000000000000001%
(:
you know i dont mean it.
thanks for being thr for me.

thanks jiahui,
for chatting w/ me till late night even thou you're tired.
you're a great friend.
i mean it.



lots of loves for all dee aboves.
if i dint note down your names, it doesnt mean tht you're not my good friends.
it just meant you werent thr when things happened.
so,i love you guysjust as much.
but not as much as cheesheng.
he's my sunshine!(:

mama made beehoon for me&her.
lunch&dinner.
serious, we had th leftovers from lunch for dinner.
mama dint helped me w/ my art today.
i did th studies and showed it t her.
she was impressed.



she was so proud of me,tht she made....









rose tea!
for me.
just me.
i was so touched by this small act of sweetness.
issit me or th tea is just so sweet?


bf's still having his tuition?
he said t call me aft his tuition,provided he's in a good mood.
is he in a bad mood?or his tuition is just not yet ended?
i trust tht he'll call me.
even if he doesnt,he must have a good reason.



im gng msia on 6feb right aft school.
will be back by 7feb night.
8feb-bai nian at kwenboon hse w/ classmates.
9feb-bainian at shaoquan's hse w/ friends.
10feb-bainian at granma hse.

i know its kinda late only gng on th 10feb,but..
adults decisions.
meaning,i will have no more than $200 from angbao this year.
how dissappointing.
im hard up on money alr.
but i cant stop spending money.
fucking bad habit.
maybe i shall go over t bf's hse t bai nian too?
(x




{- letter t cupid.

dear cupid,
let this valetines' day be a memorable one for me?
at th very least,let me spent some time w/ bf..
please let him know i love him..
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dropped phone into rice during lunch break when trying t take photo of mingteck's "drumstick"



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