Friday, August 31, 2007
i love my boy~!
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never post for 3days ler.its been loooonnnngggg...
got my results back..
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&..its bad.i got a total of 4 F9.emaths,amaths,combined science&art.
lately keep getting 3marks for my tests.
amaths-3/15
chem-3/25
history-3/16
this is wad you call-PATHETIC!
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had been chionging >zhong ji yi jia< this whole week
so darn funny+touching..
a cute guy&his girlfriend were talking on the phone..
Girl:I love you.Boy:Yeah I know everyone does!Girl:Really?Boy:Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.Girl:Oh...but am I only your friend?Boy:No...you're my girlfriend...why?Girl:cos when I say I love you I really do mean it.Boy:Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday..Girl:......Boy:So wanna go somewhere tonight for our7th anniversary?Girl:Yeah...where?Boy:I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?Girl:Ok.Boy:Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?Girl:Ok. What time do you get off?Boy:In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20mintues... Girl:hey...I thought you didnt have work today...Boy:One of my co-workers called in sick.Girl:Oh okay! So i'll see you around 7:30 then?Boy:Yeah! and babe?Girl:Yeah?Boy:I love you.Girl:I love you too!Boy:Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.Girl:Ok bye.Boy:Bye.****************************
2 hours later...The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings bell.Girl:Hey! (gives a kiss to her boyfriend)Boy:Wassup...you ready?Girl:Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?Boy:Ok.They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating they headed back to the car but before she got into the car...Boy:Wait! Can I blind fold you?Girl:Why??!Boy:Its a suprise.Girl:What kind of suprise?Boy:A big one.Girl:Okay but only if you promise me that you will hold my hand while we're driving.Boy:I promise.Girl:Ok blind fold me...So they drove off....and then they stopped.Boy:Ok we're here!Girl:Where?Boy:Wait let me walk you to the place!Girl:What place?Boy:Somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her on the lips)Girl:Baby!...The boy walks her to the place.Boy:Ok...let me take the blind fold off.Girl:Where are we?He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at that same spot...that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend....Girl:Omg...(tears come down)Boy:Why are you crying?Girl:This is where you first asked me out...Boy:What are you doing the rest of yourlife? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says "Will you marry me?" in fireworks)Girl:(tears come down faster)Boy:I wasnt at work when you called me...Iwas planning this whole thing!Girl:Get up!Boy:Yeah?Girl:(kisses him)Boy:Is that a yes or a no?Girl:Yes...awwwws~ isnt this story sweet?i came acrossed it when i was browsing thru one of the comments in imeems..supposed to be a chained letter but decided to share only the story with you guys(: supposed to go out with bf,but he suddenly couldnt go out..so im stuck at home.boring larhhs.i alr get ready everything ler.wore my new topshop white top& the black shorts mummy bought for me, made-up&packed my bag.was waiting for darling at home since he said he would fetch me frm my house.waited&waited.&fall asleep.was too tired cos haven got an early night for long..in the end,he sms me sayin that he cant come.its like,wth?i was quite pissed off & flared up. sorry boy..actually i dint really flared at him.i just had angry tears gathering in my eyes&had to force them not to come out.or i might not be able to stop them.haish,guess its just another stay-at-home day.
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Monday, August 27, 2007
YEAH,we okay ler! darling promised not to neglect me anymore le..&it seems like i had misunderstood him thru this whole incident!dumb dumb me..boy,i love you!
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Sunday, August 26, 2007
just came back frm shopping.met shanice for shopping,thinking that it might help to ease my mood. but from the way it is,there's completely no difference.instead,i felt worst!i couldnt shop without keeping my mind off him.i miss him so hell lots.but does he know that?im feeling so empty.&nobody seems to bother.i got pissed at every single little thing.i tried calling him but he's too busy to talk or he simply didnt want to talk.someone was telling me,i bet if the one calling him is meryl, he would pick the ph at once &talk nonstop.but ofcos, i dint believe.i chose to trust him.trust that he's really busy with his homework instead of neglecting me.i want him to call me back so much.boy, i miss you.dun neglect me alrite?
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ytd:
wnt to vanessa's hse early in the morning at 8.30am to help prepare her for the UAN run-thru.since its the first time she performs in front of anybody,its just normal for her to gets nervous and forgets her steps&aggressive-ness.me&benjamin joined her family and went to the UAN office at chinatown with her for the run thru.it wnt thru quite smoothly expt that she's not daring enough to show&do her best.but since she's much more interested in dancing,she's given the course of hiphop dance.
aft that,we wnt to a nearby restaurant to have our lunch,then left for simlin so that van's dad could get the higher speed ram for her always-so-lag-and-slow pc.wnt to marina sq to watch "rattatouie".
the movie is funny&cute!wnt to suntec to watch the dance competition.realised that many of our school ppl were there.was told that our sch's modern dancers were participating in the competiton.
left aft the 19th performance&wnt for dinner.but i dint join them for dinner.wnt for gabriel's wake. wnt to take a look at gabriel.poor thing.they replaced his face with a plastic one.it dint scared me at all.cos i knw that gabriel is a nice guy.wnt to meryl's aft that.daddy fetched me frm meryl's place.
bathed&wnt to slp.
bf dint call/reply my msges.many asked me if there's anything wrong with us.they can feel a distance between us,which i strongly denied,thou i know its true.i trusted him.i dunwan him to fade from me.i wan no distance between us.but i have a feeling that its impossible.he seems to be hiding sumtin frm me.i know that,but i chooses to believe him.since he said its nothing,so nothing it shall be.maybe he's jus not in the best mood nowadays.but no matter what it is,i wishes to be by his side,able to get thru everything together.cos i loved him to deep to retrieve myself.my mum said im too silly.she said if i continues to be like this,i might just follow unto her footsteps..
i told her,mummy,dun worry about me,i will break all the difficulties and grow up..all because of one thing:
i trust my boy.very much.at this very moment,are you loving me?cos at every single minute,im thinking of you.
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Saturday, August 25, 2007
its a sad sad day.
gabrielgohweixiang from sec4sin'07 left in a bus accident this morning.many ppl were crying,even some teachers.he was said to be a nice,responsible,active guy.contributed alot to scouts,student leaders&PSL.the school became a very emo place.every corner,there will be ppl crying.esp the flexi room on the 2nd floor.the ava room,chapel,general office&HIcare room was opened for students who need someone to talk to.the most crowded place was actually the chapel.all of them went to the chapel to pray for gabriel,seeking companies from close friends who knew gabriel too.as a sign of respect,HIHS students and teachers who have a msn account all inserted a "rose" infront of their nicks.everyone of us had the same thoughts in our hearts..
rest in peace,gabriel.
dear god,we pray that you will keep gabriel safe&happy with your company.like what mrs wong said this aftnoon,you're like a gardener who grow flowers.you picked the prettiest flower among all,in this case,gabriel.she said that gabriel is a nice guy,therefore you brought him back home with you.i pray that you'll guide those who are upset&heartbroken over this incident.may your holy spirt guide us.guide us to the right path to go even aft we met with any obsticles.thanks god.in the name of jesus i pray,amen.life is unpredictable.treasure you loved ones&never take them for granted.live each day like there will be no tomorrow.cos,you never know whats gna happen next.i left the class in the middle of chem lesson.had a feeling something is wrong..went out of class& saw bf walking towards dnt toilet.stood outside the classroom& chatted with kuanling.realised that he haven came out of the toilet aft such a long time..we went dwnstairs to look for photos of gabriel goh to confirm if we know him.then i saw cheesheng.he seems to had cried.he denied.but later ms zahilah called me to check if cheesheng is with me cos he dint go for chem lesson..i was worried for him,but later i found him with haoxiang&minghui,standing outside the flexi room.i realised that darling is crying..nothing that i did made him feel better.i felt so helpless.but knowing that he's upset& wants to be left alone,i went away.all cca were cancelled.all expt npcc.boredom..
i felt so sad even thou i dint know him lurhh,i teared.its terrible.seriously, but maybe the purpose of god creating gabriel is to fill in smiles&laughter to everyone around him? and god thinks that its time for gabriel to rest aft so much effort?
well,for any case,i wanna let bf know that,
hey,no matter what happens,i'll be here for you.
its just gonna be a phone call away from me.
so dun be too upset alrite?
takecare my dear,i love you.
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Thursday, August 23, 2007
monday:as usual,lessons are boring.social studies,amaths,art,emaths,physics.&&&school ends @2.30pm! wth.had extra sectionals with my dear altos @space,3pm.since im doing very thing single-handed,i didnt have time for lunch.i had to borrow a cd player,take attendance,call up latecomers&absentees. lucky i met mr yeo who willingly lent me a player.but sad enough,only 10ppl came for sectionals. &those who came,were mostly restless.im like so dissapointed larhh.how will we be performing the songs on coming wednesday for the esplanda ppl when we're only half done?i freaked out.right aft my sectionals i called bf.im broke down&cried.all of them doesnt know how hard it is to be a sectional leader,let alone teach them.obviously,they dint like the idea of being taught by me;wad makes you think i enjoys teaching you all the time?thou sometimes i just love teaching them,but when i see their blackfaces aft knowing they had to extend the sectionals or wadever reasons,i just cant take it.i might not be doing a perfect job,but im trying! i know you guys will all be very tired aft a long day.aint i just as tired?sometimes,i'll even doze off halfway singing!all i wanna do is to make sure all of you know your own parts &nt hide from us that you dont know.we're always worried that you dont know your parts&dint dare to speak out,alrite?BOTH ME&AMILY ARE WORRIED!enough of monday-.jpg)
a picture speaks a thousand words.in these case,it speaks one: BORING~!tuesday:another series of boring school days.just add in the "EXTRA HALF&HOUR MATHS LESSON AFT SCH" PERFECT!* the only lesson that's better dhen the rest is,ART(: im starting to looooove art. excpt the selfportait we're doing.cos its a disaster.it doesnt look like me at all!okays,expt for the gigantic pretty eyes* :DD. credd to shannon!(x since he drew it for me,or maybe cos he was forced into drawing BY ME!whhevr way,gave the same result.the worst thing dhat happened was dhat, i stained my uniform with acrylic paint.damnit!aft school,meryl darling&me wnt to hg mall's 4th floor foodcourt.eeewwwwww.i dunno why,but i just hate that foodcourt!aft eating,realised im late for maths remedial.bf pei me "chiong" back to sch.had math test for remedial.i switched on my hp's music player,stuffed the earpieces,&did the test alone.&all the while,i was having a fever..wnt to darren's hse to meet mummy..ate dinner&left for home..jpg)
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pe was fun! played captainsball.mr tong was in my team&he keeps calling me firegirl for dunno wadever reason.im good at it lurhh!(x 1hr selfstudy, wandered arnd the sch with sihui before going to the library.used the computer aft kwenboon finished his elearning.browsed thru friendster&blogs. nothing interesting..so we left.during chem i was so bored.since i couldnt understand a single thing ms chia is saying,i took out my organiser&planned altos graduation party performance...jpg)
vanessa's coffee-stained papers(x
english lesson was boring!oral practice!i was reading the book "you are here" thruout the whole lesson!touching book larh!i tink i wanna go look for the whole series of the book.its so darn touching.i cried like siao.but the ending very sad."the end of a rainbow leads to heaven."
once upon a time,there was a boy and a girl.they met,fall in love,promised to live happily ever after.
but,the girl died.THE END.so dramatic.i sobbed like a baby when i read the ending lurhh )x
tatars-
i love my bf(:
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Sunday, August 19, 2007
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sweet right?(x
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hand made ring by bf
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its so fun hanging out with them lurhh.gaogao my bf,gugu my gf,susu my goodfren,gugudi my "didi". haha,"didi" cos he doesnt wna aknowledge me..we wnt to watch rush hour,aft dhat rushed to esplanade to watch fireworks.its very pretty.&romantic,since my bf is there with me.my dream did came true!bf so sweet lurhh, there's only 4seats but there's 5of us so we squeezed&watched the fireworks, with him hugging me (x we celebrated our anni 2days in advance since he couldnt make it on the day itself.aft dhat we all wnt bck home,expt me.i styovr at meryl's place.dint wna go bck home alone!slpt darn early anyway.wnt back home nxt morning bfore 9am.yesterday'sme,vista,susu meet at citylink newyork at 2plus while waiting for meryl to arrive.waited for the fireworks to start.we rched the starbucks at 4plus.met franchesica who was there ytd too.talked&crapped non stop lorhh.especially is darren.this time,only heihei,susu,visata,gugu gugudi was here. bf wasnt there.):today'sits our third month anni tdy!but bf cnt celeb w/ me.he had to stay home..dhats so boring..left meryl's at 2plus with susu&vista and let jeremy wait for us at the mrt.pei them go bugis to buy their pants. butbutbut,sumone act cute,say wan go pennisular,wnt..&nxt thing you know,we wnt back to bugis.actually me&vista wud have gone back le but stupid jeremy tricked us larhh.the train gg towards marina came dhen he point and say thats our train..we rushed in dhen realised wrong train.wnt bck bugis to find them for LJS.lols,raining so heavy lorhh.aft that me&vista wanted to cab bck but ern&jer wan to take mrt.we decided on cab.sup to wait for cab under the rain TOGETHER,but in the end im de only one drenching under the rain.papermans~! they all got things to cover them even when they're under the rain.im like wet all over when they are "totally dry"! in the end wnt bck to take mrt since there's no cab that wna drive us): tatar for now..
loves my bf(:
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Saturday, August 18, 2007
elearning day is so dumb!the only good thing that comes out of it is that we get a day off from school.but we'll have to get stuck in the laggings..lucky for me,i did most of it right aft midnight. i stayed up till like 2.30 to finish my physics and maths.2hours mainly because i played a few games of audi before i get on to another qst.(x its bad enough to have to stay up for the elearn,but im so frking suay.my family got food poisoning..not those serious one thou.its just bad enough to make you diarr&vomit.&i didnt managed to finish my physics assignment since i have to run in&out of the toilet, either puking/diarr.&the worst thing about it is that..it self-submitted after 30mins! booooooosss): im like so weak i have to lie on the computer table to do my assignments.poor thing!x.x everyone was discussing the answers,"answers sheets" were sent around..so fun lurhh.&&for this morning,im only left with speech writing.butbutbut..IM STUCK! i suck at english writing recently..i can only do a "perfect" intro,the rest are craps! its alr 10.45am now.we had agreed on meeting at 12,hougang station.im so gna be late again lurhh! &&&, its RAINING!not dhat i dislike rain.infact,im so inlove with rainy days!its just so mafan to go out of house to some other place w/o getting wet lurhh.plus,bf cnt fetch me from home cos his ezlink card is with me.fck.dhen i have to go all the way to hougang alone.alone!ohhmygod larh.i hate going anywhr alone..like so loner.scary lurhh.its alr 11am,&i haven get rdy for gg out!bf is not done with his elearn.OINK!and im still stuck at my english!& now the system is still lagging.just called ms chong to ask her about the halfway done science/extention of deadline/&prob lging in.no point calling her lorhh.she cant help me anyway.i rather call ms lim instead.butbutbut,i dun have her number!&i dun have her msn! meryl called.changed meeting time to 2pm.xm asked us to pei him go watch fireworks @marina tmr. darren's stuck to me again. BABYSITTING~! :DD stayover at meryl's barh.my house aircons are down! dammit.butbutbut,its only 2days away from our 3rd mth anni! cantwait(:
boyfriend,ilu.till eternal(x
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