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Sunday, April 27, 2008

im afraid that i'll hurt you.what if everything now is so much different from before?i cant say that i totally changed.but i guess,i changed.i tried t love you like how i used to.so obsessed with you.but,i couldnt.im sorry.i want you.but i cant find th spark btwn us.i would agree to everything just to make you just like you were before.thats why.but i dint thought of th consequences..it hurts me t see you upset.but it hurts me even more t know that im th cause of it.and now,i guess i worsen it.i've deepen th wound.
now im so confused.what should i do?i had indeed made another stupid decision.i had told myself so firmly that i will be strong even w/o you.but in th end,i suprised them w/ this foolish thing.im such a bitch.i want you t be happy.i know that you'll be truly happy only when you're with me. but th thing is that,i'll be sacrificing myself.i dint think so much initially.but later i started t regret.you're not bad.not bad as in not a "bad" guy "bad".its just that after all this, i realised that you're just not th guy for me.
sure,you love me. but thats not enough.i need someone t care for me.someone who understands me.someone who can share my burdens.someone who can truly protect me from all th hurts and misery.
but that will definitly not be you.
im sorry but i have t admit..we're not gonna be together forever.
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