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Saturday, March 01, 2008

meryl told me..
a girl&boyfriend of our sch had sex in th 3rd floor toilet.
th girl got pregnant&maybe th guy dont want bare responsibility..
she always cry at th 3rd floor toilet,
till one day she jumped off from th 3rd/4th floor..

but why a ballerina?
perhaps she likes t dance?
or maybe she's a ballerina?

in th picture,besides th "ballerina", its said t be th foetus..
why out of her?

told my mum about this and she was like,
"bu yao gen wo wan zhe zhong dong xi hor!"
LOL.

amily told me tht someone saw th ballerina at th 3rd floor mirror on.. thurs?
aiyarh,believe or not is based on yourself de marh.
so,if dont believe jiu dont believe lorh.
believe jiu believe lorhh.

..

was so bored after tuition.
wnt t find out th cutoff pts for th courses im interested in for all th polys..

..

1st-Psychology
tp-9pts
np-10pts

2nd-Accountancy
tp-12pts
sp-12pts
np-12pts
nyp-14pts

3rd-Hospitality
tp-12pts
nyp-14pts
rp-18pts

4th-Retail Management
tp-16pts
sp-16pts

5th-Early Childhood Education
np-15pts

i thought of being a psychologist before.
i like t listen t other's problem &tries t help thm solve.
people close t me knows tht im very easily attached t people who have problems.
&i can get super emotional&sensitive over people's problem.
but,in singapore,if you dont go for futher studies,you cant get anywhr with a diploma of psycholgy. maybe a school counsellor? a lowly-paid job.

im kinda interested t study accountancy after chatting w/ my tutor.
she said tht anyone who studied accountancy, get a job easily after getting a diploma.
even if you dont have a degree.
th only diff is maybe th size of th company you work for?
PLUS, its a high paid job!
if i can start working right after getting a diploma and earn enough t support my family,
it will solve all probloms!

had wanted t study hospitality since th course just started.
since th IR thing,if managed t work with it,it may mean high paid jobs..
but, th COP is 12-14pts. im not considering rp.
its a barely there poly..

RETAIL MANAGEMENT!
i had always wanted t open a shop and sell anything i want.
accessories,clothes,toys,anything!
plus its such a fun thing t study about..
BUT,mama said they have no money t invest in a shop..
meaning,fat hope i will get a shop.

and im left with early childhood education.
it had always been my childhood ambition t work in an environment whr kids will be around.
i looooooooooooooooooooooove kids!
but,its not a high paid job.
butbut,i loooove kids.
butbutbut,lowly paid job=no money=no future=starving family t death.
urghhh.

jojo told me,"u got cheeseng yang ni can le marh."
me:"he yang me,hu yang my family.."
jojo:"he lor.."

LOL!

he will go bankcrupt supporting my family.
daddy is a fucking gambler.
mummy just dont save money.
&me,i save but spent alot on unnessesary things.
eat expensive food at lest once every wk?
buy lots of clothes, half of them whh i dont wear..
take cab even thou there's public transport.
but,if i have a car...

..

..

*POOFFFTT!*
dreams gone.

i will be working part time jobs while studying in poly?
tats if i can get into a poly..

urghhh,
stressed!

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