Thursday, November 22, 2007
im super hurt by what my dad said this morning before i left home.like i said earlier,my dad took a day off from work for gambling.seeing that he's reading the newspaper,doing nothing important,me: "papa,can send me to hougang?"dad: "for what?ownself go larh!"me: "im meeting my frens at 12.30 for lunch.."dad: "why you always like to trouble me?cant you see im busy?just take the bus to hougang lurhh.so near only..."im super duper sad lurh. why you always like to trouble me? its like,so hurting to me.my dad used to sent me to school everyday.even when hihs was at punggol.he woke up early in th morning to send me to school when i can always take bus 3.he came all the way from work at tampines to punggol just to fetch me home aft sch,and he goes right back to work after tht.everywhr i goes,he's always there to send me.even when he knows im going to plaza sing, town, anywhr in singapore,he is willing to send me there.now he claims that im troubling him?daddy,what had cost the change in you?im really surprised by your attitude to me.you had always been nice to me,not scolding me for my super bad results,me having a boyfriend,me wanting to work&etc.. nowadays you like a total different person.you made me feel as thou im a burden to you..daddy,can you love as much as before?i admit i've not been a good girl,i made both you&mummy angry/dissappointed many times,but please,dont neglect me.thou im th only child, i dont feel your care for me as much as before.im sorry for lying,cheating,quarrelling&running away from home.im sorry dad.but please,i need your care..dont gamble anymore..i dont know what to say or do.whatever i do,you'll never stop.everytime i tells you about it, you says you'll quit.but you never did.you're dissappointed in me,me too.im dissappointed in you.from the previous incident,you told mum, you lost your daughter.you blamed her for it.then may i ask,shall i blame that woman? hey bitch,thanks to you,i lost my dad. you cant blame mama.she did nothing wrong.okay,maybe we're a lil too harsh to tht whore.but still,its your fault that things turned out this way.you dint lost your daughter.i've always been here.i just hide away for some moment.i cant digest th fact that my dad dint believe me,& chose to believe some cheena bitch.you raised your voice at me without knowing th facts.but what difference will it make?none i guess.you wont believe me either.even if mama dint let me know about it,i would have found out some way or another. you dint lose your daughter,i lost my dad.
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